1 00:00:07,880 --> 00:00:20,750 [Music] 2 00:00:26,150 --> 00:00:23,780 well yeah I so yeah ginger then wanted 3 00:00:30,350 --> 00:00:26,160 me to speak and I used to be big into 4 00:00:31,820 --> 00:00:30,360 9/11 not I don't know it was an interest 5 00:00:35,470 --> 00:00:31,830 of mine but mainly because I saw 6 00:00:40,190 --> 00:00:35,480 something that was not quite right and 7 00:00:42,770 --> 00:00:40,200 it I should I explain it it bothered me 8 00:00:45,440 --> 00:00:42,780 it bothered me a lot and so I kept 9 00:00:47,660 --> 00:00:45,450 looking and researching and doing the 10 00:00:50,660 --> 00:00:47,670 things that most of us have done which 11 00:00:53,000 --> 00:00:50,670 is going online and looking up every 12 00:00:54,980 --> 00:00:53,010 conspiracy theory that there possibly 13 00:00:57,560 --> 00:00:54,990 was out there you know about there's 14 00:00:59,600 --> 00:00:57,570 planes there's no planes there secret 15 00:01:01,430 --> 00:00:59,610 group there no menotti there's this and 16 00:01:03,080 --> 00:01:01,440 that you know I mean you can read up on 17 00:01:04,939 --> 00:01:03,090 stuff by time you're done you pretty 18 00:01:08,780 --> 00:01:04,949 much you know ready for the nuthouse 19 00:01:11,120 --> 00:01:08,790 you know and but as I said discovered 20 00:01:14,749 --> 00:01:11,130 later for myself in life it was there 21 00:01:18,410 --> 00:01:14,759 was a reason why I was going down that 22 00:01:20,600 --> 00:01:18,420 route and which is also the reason or 23 00:01:24,919 --> 00:01:20,610 the the titling of the talk today which 24 00:01:27,680 --> 00:01:24,929 is the spiritual aspect of 9/11 and so I 25 00:01:31,190 --> 00:01:27,690 hope you don't mind that I'm not going 26 00:01:33,830 --> 00:01:31,200 to go into all the conspiracy theory 27 00:01:35,330 --> 00:01:33,840 type stuff it was mainly about what I've 28 00:01:39,919 --> 00:01:35,340 discovered through several different 29 00:01:43,219 --> 00:01:39,929 models of what global role any of these 30 00:01:45,050 --> 00:01:43,229 things like 9/11 disasters all these 31 00:01:48,020 --> 00:01:45,060 difficult things that we are all faced 32 00:01:49,999 --> 00:01:48,030 to society what they mean for us why 33 00:01:52,790 --> 00:01:50,009 they're why they are happening and what 34 00:01:54,650 --> 00:01:52,800 what the purpose of them are I mean it's 35 00:01:57,050 --> 00:01:54,660 it would be difficult to describe of why 36 00:02:01,309 --> 00:01:57,060 would a disaster you know have a purpose 37 00:02:03,859 --> 00:02:01,319 but it does and so I hope you you'll 38 00:02:06,499 --> 00:02:03,869 bear with me thanks for your time I hope 39 00:02:08,480 --> 00:02:06,509 you're not gonna be too bored and like 40 00:02:11,570 --> 00:02:08,490 I've said in my other talk that I gave 41 00:02:14,360 --> 00:02:11,580 in Kansas City believe it don't believe 42 00:02:16,490 --> 00:02:14,370 it you know I I'm not gonna hate you for 43 00:02:18,949 --> 00:02:16,500 it and you know everyone has their own 44 00:02:20,809 --> 00:02:18,959 path everyone has their own information 45 00:02:22,400 --> 00:02:20,819 that they read and I just hope that you 46 00:02:24,559 --> 00:02:22,410 follow up on it whatever it is that 47 00:02:26,330 --> 00:02:24,569 you've read but just know that I'm not 48 00:02:28,699 --> 00:02:26,340 trying to infringe on your belief system 49 00:02:30,979 --> 00:02:28,709 or a counteract of what you believe 50 00:02:34,120 --> 00:02:30,989 you've done or mean read about about 51 00:02:37,460 --> 00:02:34,130 this so I'm just 52 00:02:41,150 --> 00:02:37,470 appreciating the the time that you given 53 00:02:43,730 --> 00:02:41,160 me for however long it is for today so I 54 00:02:46,460 --> 00:02:43,740 figured well I wanted to I figure it was 55 00:02:49,730 --> 00:02:46,470 a few things when I think back about I 56 00:02:53,180 --> 00:02:49,740 started with with UFOs since I was about 57 00:02:56,330 --> 00:02:53,190 fifteen and I didn't understand you know 58 00:02:58,280 --> 00:02:56,340 later on what 9/11 would have to do with 59 00:03:00,080 --> 00:02:58,290 UFOs and I'm not going to get that much 60 00:03:01,640 --> 00:03:00,090 into it there's a you know a big 61 00:03:04,190 --> 00:03:01,650 connection because at the end of the day 62 00:03:07,310 --> 00:03:04,200 we're all one but it's too much of a 63 00:03:11,750 --> 00:03:07,320 stretch to connect the dots for everyone 64 00:03:14,090 --> 00:03:11,760 so just the the way I started to look 65 00:03:16,040 --> 00:03:14,100 into 9/11 and the path that it took me 66 00:03:18,650 --> 00:03:16,050 down I thought it was very interesting 67 00:03:21,140 --> 00:03:18,660 because of where I was at in my life 68 00:03:24,020 --> 00:03:21,150 after I graduated college and when I 69 00:03:26,420 --> 00:03:24,030 first started working and then where I 70 00:03:28,610 --> 00:03:26,430 was working based on that how I actually 71 00:03:30,560 --> 00:03:28,620 got to know more about this it was all 72 00:03:34,340 --> 00:03:30,570 about all these little coincidences that 73 00:03:36,620 --> 00:03:34,350 I think are funny now so in 2006 I 74 00:03:39,500 --> 00:03:36,630 graduated from from West University in 75 00:03:42,670 --> 00:03:39,510 computer science degree and so six 76 00:03:45,440 --> 00:03:42,680 months before the graduation they were 77 00:03:47,420 --> 00:03:45,450 they would talk about this you know 78 00:03:50,270 --> 00:03:47,430 everyone's like oh Santa is hiring you 79 00:03:52,730 --> 00:03:50,280 know and they're meeting all these IT 80 00:03:57,020 --> 00:03:52,740 guys they're you know needing all these 81 00:03:59,090 --> 00:03:57,030 webs web developers and coops and so of 82 00:04:00,590 --> 00:03:59,100 course it sounded like something that I 83 00:04:02,750 --> 00:04:00,600 should apply to you know it's a prestige 84 00:04:06,230 --> 00:04:02,760 company at that time that was my mindset 85 00:04:08,390 --> 00:04:06,240 you know and what what better thing to 86 00:04:11,000 --> 00:04:08,400 have on your resume and say oh I worked 87 00:04:14,360 --> 00:04:11,010 at IIT or did something Westside related 88 00:04:21,050 --> 00:04:14,370 for Monsanto you know and so I applied 89 00:04:25,909 --> 00:04:21,060 and sure enough got in so small it's on 90 00:04:28,520 --> 00:04:25,919 there says spring 2006 IT co-op resume 91 00:04:30,350 --> 00:04:28,530 and presentation booklet so there was 92 00:04:32,540 --> 00:04:30,360 the there's a little bit oh close up 93 00:04:36,159 --> 00:04:32,550 you'll see me with my arms crossed I was 94 00:04:44,050 --> 00:04:41,890 and so why I bring this up and I you 95 00:04:45,969 --> 00:04:44,060 know I'm sorry to disappoint some of the 96 00:04:48,429 --> 00:04:45,979 conspiracy theorists in this it wasn't 97 00:04:50,499 --> 00:04:48,439 like I discovered something secret and 98 00:04:53,080 --> 00:04:50,509 oh my god how come people didn't know 99 00:04:54,820 --> 00:04:53,090 about this about Monsanto so it's not 100 00:04:56,950 --> 00:04:54,830 it's not that I've discovered anything 101 00:04:58,629 --> 00:04:56,960 about them but something interesting 102 00:05:02,320 --> 00:04:58,639 that was happening to me while I was 103 00:05:04,839 --> 00:05:02,330 working for Monsanto every week that I 104 00:05:07,390 --> 00:05:04,849 worked there the project manager would 105 00:05:10,059 --> 00:05:07,400 call in all the co-ops and I'm assuming 106 00:05:12,100 --> 00:05:10,069 saw the co-ops and we would sit down and 107 00:05:13,749 --> 00:05:12,110 he would ask questions there are really 108 00:05:15,580 --> 00:05:13,759 weird to me at that at that time and 109 00:05:17,920 --> 00:05:15,590 even to this day he would say things 110 00:05:19,540 --> 00:05:17,930 like you know do you like working for my 111 00:05:22,510 --> 00:05:19,550 Center and my cup yeah yeah it's a great 112 00:05:24,850 --> 00:05:22,520 company you know worldwide the well 113 00:05:27,010 --> 00:05:24,860 known and he's like do you agree with 114 00:05:28,510 --> 00:05:27,020 what Monsanto does and I was so 115 00:05:30,730 --> 00:05:28,520 oblivious to a lot of things you know 116 00:05:32,469 --> 00:05:30,740 I'm trying to scrounge some you know 117 00:05:35,200 --> 00:05:32,479 intelligent piece of information I said 118 00:05:37,600 --> 00:05:35,210 yeah you know Magento I mean feeds the 119 00:05:39,760 --> 00:05:37,610 world and you know and some people can't 120 00:05:41,920 --> 00:05:39,770 have food so they have to genetically 121 00:05:43,809 --> 00:05:41,930 modify to give him food you know I'm 122 00:05:46,689 --> 00:05:43,819 sorry like I totally did talking to him 123 00:05:49,360 --> 00:05:46,699 but he would kept he was you were doing 124 00:05:51,189 --> 00:05:49,370 this on a weekly basis so I had to go 125 00:05:53,529 --> 00:05:51,199 how to find how what Monsanto is 126 00:05:55,420 --> 00:05:53,539 actually doing you know and you you read 127 00:05:58,899 --> 00:05:55,430 their site and they explained what they 128 00:06:00,730 --> 00:05:58,909 do but then you know I would then by 129 00:06:03,010 --> 00:06:00,740 searching come across all this 130 00:06:05,019 --> 00:06:03,020 conspiracy theory stuff right and so 131 00:06:07,469 --> 00:06:05,029 then I'm starting to find out more and 132 00:06:10,300 --> 00:06:07,479 more what they do and there is a 133 00:06:13,269 --> 00:06:10,310 disagreement about what what they 134 00:06:16,570 --> 00:06:13,279 actually do and so every time I went 135 00:06:18,430 --> 00:06:16,580 into the meeting my my my attitude 136 00:06:20,469 --> 00:06:18,440 started changing so every time he would 137 00:06:22,570 --> 00:06:20,479 ask me those same questions I would then 138 00:06:25,300 --> 00:06:22,580 ask him some questions back you know so 139 00:06:27,610 --> 00:06:25,310 then he would you know like when he 140 00:06:29,769 --> 00:06:27,620 would ask you know why you know do you 141 00:06:31,480 --> 00:06:29,779 agree with what Monsanto is doing and I 142 00:06:33,159 --> 00:06:31,490 said well do we know that GMOs are safe 143 00:06:35,439 --> 00:06:33,169 or not you know and that's when he knew 144 00:06:38,019 --> 00:06:35,449 I kind of like I guess got out of my 145 00:06:40,059 --> 00:06:38,029 zombie mode and started then you know 146 00:06:42,670 --> 00:06:40,069 realizing that okay maybe I could be 147 00:06:46,120 --> 00:06:42,680 some troublesome now before that they 148 00:06:47,439 --> 00:06:46,130 were talking about I was just I'm trying 149 00:06:47,700 --> 00:06:47,449 to remember I don't want to put false 150 00:06:49,310 --> 00:06:47,710 and 151 00:06:51,600 --> 00:06:49,320 formation out there but remembering 152 00:06:54,360 --> 00:06:51,610 updating information for some of their 153 00:06:57,450 --> 00:06:54,370 Africa sites in German and some other 154 00:06:59,490 --> 00:06:57,460 ones it's just data data update whatever 155 00:07:01,200 --> 00:06:59,500 new information they had I would 156 00:07:03,420 --> 00:07:01,210 basically be the web guy go out there 157 00:07:05,120 --> 00:07:03,430 update the new info copy and paste stuff 158 00:07:07,680 --> 00:07:05,130 you know make sure all the data is 159 00:07:10,320 --> 00:07:07,690 intact and linking so that there's no 160 00:07:13,530 --> 00:07:10,330 dead ends and all that stuff and at that 161 00:07:15,660 --> 00:07:13,540 time because of my work added ethic they 162 00:07:17,790 --> 00:07:15,670 wanted to keep me to become a Java 163 00:07:20,160 --> 00:07:17,800 programmer I wasn't aware with John you 164 00:07:21,720 --> 00:07:20,170 didn't know Java then but you're being 165 00:07:24,780 --> 00:07:21,730 computer science it was just another 166 00:07:26,520 --> 00:07:24,790 operating language so I considered it at 167 00:07:28,920 --> 00:07:26,530 that time I said well you know what I I 168 00:07:31,260 --> 00:07:28,930 can learn in Java and stay there it felt 169 00:07:33,510 --> 00:07:31,270 safe because most kids after nowadays 170 00:07:35,640 --> 00:07:33,520 after college you don't have a job so I 171 00:07:37,290 --> 00:07:35,650 was worried about will I have a job when 172 00:07:39,510 --> 00:07:37,300 I get out and that was an opportunity to 173 00:07:42,570 --> 00:07:39,520 stay well needless say they didn't work 174 00:07:45,260 --> 00:07:42,580 out because you know when I start 175 00:07:47,970 --> 00:07:45,270 talking to him in the manner that I was 176 00:07:52,350 --> 00:07:47,980 Bri soon you know they're like maybe am 177 00:07:56,400 --> 00:07:52,360 I not a good fit to stay there well it 178 00:07:58,860 --> 00:07:56,410 was um it was about maybe about a month 179 00:08:01,170 --> 00:07:58,870 or so before I graduated there I just 180 00:08:03,210 --> 00:08:01,180 stopped giving a [\h__\h] part my French 181 00:08:05,610 --> 00:08:03,220 working there anymore I just wanted to 182 00:08:08,790 --> 00:08:05,620 stay there for the six months be done 183 00:08:10,800 --> 00:08:08,800 with it and go about my business and so 184 00:08:12,210 --> 00:08:10,810 of course to pass my time and not to be 185 00:08:16,590 --> 00:08:12,220 too bored I was listening to coast to 186 00:08:18,230 --> 00:08:16,600 coast am and so put yourself in my my my 187 00:08:20,990 --> 00:08:18,240 position Here I am 188 00:08:24,360 --> 00:08:21,000 San Luis headquarters of Monsanto 189 00:08:26,850 --> 00:08:24,370 sitting there watching a video that 190 00:08:33,060 --> 00:08:26,860 basically changed my life forever about 191 00:08:35,910 --> 00:08:33,070 9/11 which was the the initial footage 192 00:08:37,950 --> 00:08:35,920 that they had about the Pentagon and so 193 00:08:39,600 --> 00:08:37,960 I don't want to get into with you 194 00:08:41,250 --> 00:08:39,610 whether or not there was a plane whether 195 00:08:42,390 --> 00:08:41,260 or not it was a rocket all these sort of 196 00:08:44,730 --> 00:08:42,400 things that that people have the 197 00:08:47,400 --> 00:08:44,740 theories about the the point here is 198 00:08:50,550 --> 00:08:47,410 that it psychologically affected me and 199 00:08:53,220 --> 00:08:50,560 at a point to where I looked at it and 200 00:08:55,380 --> 00:08:53,230 I've flown and I've been in big 201 00:08:57,390 --> 00:08:55,390 airplanes for about maybe eight nine 202 00:08:59,960 --> 00:08:57,400 times since because I'm originally from 203 00:09:02,240 --> 00:08:59,970 Europe so I would go from Germany to 204 00:09:04,910 --> 00:09:02,250 United States go back to visit and all 205 00:09:05,389 --> 00:09:04,920 that other stuff and I know how big they 206 00:09:07,970 --> 00:09:05,399 are 207 00:09:10,129 --> 00:09:07,980 but it's subtly changed something in my 208 00:09:12,470 --> 00:09:10,139 mind to where I just went that does not 209 00:09:14,329 --> 00:09:12,480 look like a plane to me what got my 210 00:09:17,990 --> 00:09:14,339 attention initially on the right hand 211 00:09:21,829 --> 00:09:18,000 side you'll see a little blimp or 212 00:09:23,269 --> 00:09:21,839 something show up right show up and down 213 00:09:25,160 --> 00:09:23,279 the neck there it is and the next thing 214 00:09:26,269 --> 00:09:25,170 you know it hit it and everyone keeps 215 00:09:29,240 --> 00:09:26,279 saying it's a plane 216 00:09:31,639 --> 00:09:29,250 I just couldn't my mind could not accept 217 00:09:34,129 --> 00:09:31,649 it it was just something that doesn't 218 00:09:36,650 --> 00:09:34,139 matter how many times I watched it no 219 00:09:40,369 --> 00:09:36,660 matter how I try to make it out to be I 220 00:09:42,230 --> 00:09:40,379 could not you know in my in my right 221 00:09:43,850 --> 00:09:42,240 mind if you can say that say that 222 00:09:47,410 --> 00:09:43,860 there's a plane and that's yes I believe 223 00:09:51,040 --> 00:09:47,420 that and so what started then is these 224 00:09:53,329 --> 00:09:51,050 series of questions you know a series of 225 00:09:56,900 --> 00:09:53,339 emotions that I had to figure out 226 00:09:59,360 --> 00:09:56,910 because I've later on many years from 227 00:10:01,280 --> 00:09:59,370 this moment on I thought back about this 228 00:10:03,769 --> 00:10:01,290 I said wow so if I had all these 229 00:10:07,189 --> 00:10:03,779 emotional changes if I had this kind of 230 00:10:10,040 --> 00:10:07,199 effect to witnesses something like that 231 00:10:11,929 --> 00:10:10,050 what else have other people felt because 232 00:10:13,879 --> 00:10:11,939 yeah I can say oh wow this was 233 00:10:15,590 --> 00:10:13,889 disturbing or I don't trust this 234 00:10:18,499 --> 00:10:15,600 information but yet they tell me it's 235 00:10:21,590 --> 00:10:18,509 official you know and so emotionally it 236 00:10:24,049 --> 00:10:21,600 was like you know it when you off the 237 00:10:26,360 --> 00:10:24,059 sudden take these people that you 238 00:10:29,329 --> 00:10:26,370 consider to be authority you know and 239 00:10:31,670 --> 00:10:29,339 and follow s authority to all the sudden 240 00:10:34,220 --> 00:10:31,680 be given something official from them 241 00:10:36,710 --> 00:10:34,230 and all of the sudden you feel they're 242 00:10:40,009 --> 00:10:36,720 lying to you it put me through this 243 00:10:41,960 --> 00:10:40,019 emotional rollercoaster that I will go a 244 00:10:43,850 --> 00:10:41,970 little bit later into but then later I 245 00:10:45,679 --> 00:10:43,860 was wondering is that everyone else go 246 00:10:48,139 --> 00:10:45,689 through this this might not be the 247 00:10:51,079 --> 00:10:48,149 initial thing for you may be saying the 248 00:10:52,730 --> 00:10:51,089 planes hitting or no planes I again I'm 249 00:10:54,860 --> 00:10:52,740 not trying to get into that conspiracy 250 00:10:58,790 --> 00:10:54,870 theory part just seeing the emotional 251 00:11:00,470 --> 00:10:58,800 effect that it had on you and being an 252 00:11:02,179 --> 00:11:00,480 average person like you know I was 253 00:11:04,069 --> 00:11:02,189 immediately thinking that well whatever 254 00:11:06,889 --> 00:11:04,079 I felt it's what everyone else feels 255 00:11:09,049 --> 00:11:06,899 well it's not that case there was 256 00:11:12,620 --> 00:11:09,059 something about particular footage the 257 00:11:13,960 --> 00:11:12,630 one that I just shown that for lack of a 258 00:11:19,419 --> 00:11:13,970 better word woke me up 259 00:11:21,729 --> 00:11:19,429 so with that distrust with that you know 260 00:11:23,439 --> 00:11:21,739 confusion going through life because 261 00:11:25,989 --> 00:11:23,449 this doesn't stop for me this was in 262 00:11:29,199 --> 00:11:25,999 2006 when I first saw this video it's 263 00:11:31,059 --> 00:11:29,209 been several years after and so what 264 00:11:34,089 --> 00:11:31,069 happened actually at Monsanto when I was 265 00:11:36,639 --> 00:11:34,099 here I looked at this and my I think my 266 00:11:38,319 --> 00:11:36,649 initial thoughts or words was like this 267 00:11:40,179 --> 00:11:38,329 looks more like a missile you know and 268 00:11:42,939 --> 00:11:40,189 this was just I don't have any proof 269 00:11:44,439 --> 00:11:42,949 just a gut feeling so I said hey guys 270 00:11:46,269 --> 00:11:44,449 you know in there were cities for desk 271 00:11:48,879 --> 00:11:46,279 where we're sitting and mind you were in 272 00:11:50,619 --> 00:11:48,889 Monsanto and I'm doing guys look there's 273 00:11:52,809 --> 00:11:50,629 actual video of a missile hitting a 274 00:11:55,119 --> 00:11:52,819 pentagon and they all got up to see it 275 00:11:57,129 --> 00:11:55,129 and they looked at in this side and then 276 00:11:58,779 --> 00:11:57,139 as I remember it like yesterday this one 277 00:12:01,569 --> 00:11:58,789 guy goes like oh you one of those guys 278 00:12:03,960 --> 00:12:01,579 and I said what guys it's like oh wow 279 00:12:06,939 --> 00:12:03,970 those guys that don't believe 9/11 was 280 00:12:08,889 --> 00:12:06,949 orchestrated by the terrorists I was 281 00:12:11,109 --> 00:12:08,899 like really what kind of saw those and 282 00:12:12,669 --> 00:12:11,119 they realized I didn't know you know but 283 00:12:14,259 --> 00:12:12,679 by him making those comments and me 284 00:12:19,629 --> 00:12:14,269 seeing that Huff's I I'm going down that 285 00:12:22,659 --> 00:12:19,639 right oh you know and so what happened 286 00:12:24,039 --> 00:12:22,669 what followed after this was a lot of 287 00:12:26,469 --> 00:12:24,049 information you know a lot of 288 00:12:29,289 --> 00:12:26,479 information reading about what is 289 00:12:31,719 --> 00:12:29,299 possible not didn't get too much into 290 00:12:34,299 --> 00:12:31,729 the physics but I had to enough to just 291 00:12:36,309 --> 00:12:34,309 kind of understand it so that I don't 292 00:12:38,710 --> 00:12:36,319 sound like a babbling idiot if I had to 293 00:12:41,409 --> 00:12:38,720 repeat it to somebody about what is 294 00:12:44,499 --> 00:12:41,419 possible you know with the buildings and 295 00:12:47,079 --> 00:12:44,509 resistance and freefall and you know 296 00:12:50,129 --> 00:12:47,089 matter and you know just that your 297 00:12:52,869 --> 00:12:50,139 average physics type stuff and so 298 00:12:54,849 --> 00:12:52,879 initially I was one of those people I 299 00:12:56,559 --> 00:12:54,859 would go around that's okay man you know 300 00:12:57,789 --> 00:12:56,569 look check this video out you know I 301 00:13:00,039 --> 00:12:57,799 don't think they're telling us the truth 302 00:13:01,419 --> 00:13:00,049 I think this is a lie and people got 303 00:13:03,189 --> 00:13:01,429 what are you talking about you know 304 00:13:04,449 --> 00:13:03,199 you'd saying the government's lying to 305 00:13:05,769 --> 00:13:04,459 us I said I don't know if it's a 306 00:13:07,749 --> 00:13:05,779 government or somebody but this ain't 307 00:13:09,669 --> 00:13:07,759 right you know and so I would look into 308 00:13:11,379 --> 00:13:09,679 it more and then when I was looking into 309 00:13:14,229 --> 00:13:11,389 it it would make me more frustrated and 310 00:13:15,999 --> 00:13:14,239 so the more I was playing and toying 311 00:13:20,099 --> 00:13:16,009 with these emotions that was that were 312 00:13:23,799 --> 00:13:20,109 being brought about it got me into 313 00:13:27,070 --> 00:13:23,809 different aspects of of 9/11 if you will 314 00:13:28,900 --> 00:13:27,080 so you can almost say I 315 00:13:31,000 --> 00:13:28,910 I wasn't traumatized by it but because 316 00:13:33,700 --> 00:13:31,010 everyone else is denying that it could 317 00:13:36,820 --> 00:13:33,710 be anything else but made me look into 318 00:13:38,530 --> 00:13:36,830 every other possibility that it is so I 319 00:13:42,610 --> 00:13:38,540 looked up all the possibilities about 320 00:13:44,710 --> 00:13:42,620 what architects had to say what's what 321 00:13:47,860 --> 00:13:44,720 physics has to say about that but it 322 00:13:52,060 --> 00:13:47,870 wasn't fixing my little dilemma 323 00:13:54,400 --> 00:13:52,070 and so all of the sudden I found I guess 324 00:13:57,550 --> 00:13:54,410 what you want to call what's called 325 00:13:59,920 --> 00:13:57,560 channeling and the initial thing that 326 00:14:02,170 --> 00:13:59,930 the God my interest was a channel called 327 00:14:04,450 --> 00:14:02,180 Bashar and he's channeled by Darrell 328 00:14:06,700 --> 00:14:04,460 Inca now whether or not you believe in 329 00:14:07,840 --> 00:14:06,710 channeling it's not my problem you know 330 00:14:11,020 --> 00:14:07,850 you're gonna have to find your own 331 00:14:13,780 --> 00:14:11,030 feelings about that the the thing that I 332 00:14:16,990 --> 00:14:13,790 tried or actually not tried I went on 333 00:14:19,180 --> 00:14:17,000 with a full mindset to everything he was 334 00:14:22,420 --> 00:14:19,190 talking about I wanted to prove to 335 00:14:25,030 --> 00:14:22,430 myself not because I wanted to prove him 336 00:14:26,830 --> 00:14:25,040 wrong but because of 9/11 I felt that 337 00:14:28,570 --> 00:14:26,840 was so light too you know by listening 338 00:14:31,030 --> 00:14:28,580 to all these people that have all these 339 00:14:32,590 --> 00:14:31,040 other things to talk about that I did 340 00:14:34,150 --> 00:14:32,600 not want to go to another person and 341 00:14:35,770 --> 00:14:34,160 just sit there and then have him tell me 342 00:14:39,010 --> 00:14:35,780 something and then me buying into that 343 00:14:41,230 --> 00:14:39,020 concept and then me just being that 344 00:14:43,300 --> 00:14:41,240 repeater to someone else which then led 345 00:14:44,830 --> 00:14:43,310 me more frustration because I could have 346 00:14:46,750 --> 00:14:44,840 just taken what he had to say 347 00:14:48,520 --> 00:14:46,760 go to other people and then tell them 348 00:14:50,020 --> 00:14:48,530 you know hey we're all one hey there's 349 00:14:52,150 --> 00:14:50,030 aliens out there and all the set of 350 00:14:53,470 --> 00:14:52,160 stuff and them going in I don't believe 351 00:14:55,840 --> 00:14:53,480 you and they were God would have got me 352 00:14:59,680 --> 00:14:55,850 more frustrated it's not what I wanted 353 00:15:02,730 --> 00:14:59,690 to do is I wanted you know to to prove 354 00:15:06,190 --> 00:15:02,740 these concepts to myself and actually by 355 00:15:10,390 --> 00:15:06,200 going about doing that I found the 356 00:15:11,770 --> 00:15:10,400 answers about 9/11 which I hope you 357 00:15:13,570 --> 00:15:11,780 don't mind I'm not going to go into with 358 00:15:16,390 --> 00:15:13,580 you guys because I feel everyone needs 359 00:15:18,970 --> 00:15:16,400 to go into that but I will give you the 360 00:15:25,870 --> 00:15:18,980 answers that that led me to find the 361 00:15:27,400 --> 00:15:25,880 truth for myself which is this there's 362 00:15:29,710 --> 00:15:27,410 these big events that have been 363 00:15:30,850 --> 00:15:29,720 happening now with with the storms and 364 00:15:32,830 --> 00:15:30,860 have been happening throughout 365 00:15:35,590 --> 00:15:32,840 throughout history you know we know it 366 00:15:39,550 --> 00:15:35,600 we call it history and there are all 367 00:15:40,660 --> 00:15:39,560 these little markers that get people in 368 00:15:42,850 --> 00:15:40,670 a state of mind 369 00:15:45,940 --> 00:15:42,860 in an emotional state to where they 370 00:15:47,980 --> 00:15:45,950 almost hit Iraq you know they're almost 371 00:15:49,480 --> 00:15:47,990 like hitting a wall being up between a 372 00:15:52,240 --> 00:15:49,490 rock and a hard place 373 00:15:54,340 --> 00:15:52,250 to where they they can't find any other 374 00:15:56,290 --> 00:15:54,350 solution to what they're feeling they 375 00:15:59,830 --> 00:15:56,300 can't figure out why they're feeling it 376 00:16:01,930 --> 00:15:59,840 and so and basically it makes them go 377 00:16:03,520 --> 00:16:01,940 into a whole new direction to look into 378 00:16:06,610 --> 00:16:03,530 something totally new that they would 379 00:16:08,860 --> 00:16:06,620 not consider before and so that happens 380 00:16:10,060 --> 00:16:08,870 you know in disasters where someone 381 00:16:12,940 --> 00:16:10,070 would lose their house in the tornado 382 00:16:16,900 --> 00:16:12,950 you know happens in things like 9/11 383 00:16:19,180 --> 00:16:16,910 happens in all these other big events 384 00:16:21,130 --> 00:16:19,190 now you consider and argue it well it 385 00:16:24,550 --> 00:16:21,140 could be Illuminati it could be this it 386 00:16:26,920 --> 00:16:24,560 could be you know geoengineering the 387 00:16:30,430 --> 00:16:26,930 point is that when I got to the state 388 00:16:32,770 --> 00:16:30,440 where I got my answers I could not help 389 00:16:34,840 --> 00:16:32,780 but at least laugh for at least 5 to 10 390 00:16:37,660 --> 00:16:34,850 minutes just as uncontrollable laugh 391 00:16:42,220 --> 00:16:37,670 about what kind of game it is that we're 392 00:16:45,670 --> 00:16:42,230 playing and the game of the whole thing 393 00:16:48,640 --> 00:16:45,680 is we're all a group of souls that 394 00:16:51,190 --> 00:16:48,650 simply have done this for quite a long 395 00:16:53,200 --> 00:16:51,200 time you know I could not grasp the 396 00:16:56,680 --> 00:16:53,210 concept of how long this has been going 397 00:16:58,150 --> 00:16:56,690 on but we've been born reborn into all 398 00:17:00,730 --> 00:16:58,160 these different lives having all these 399 00:17:06,790 --> 00:17:00,740 different experiences that at certain 400 00:17:10,600 --> 00:17:06,800 times will awaken some of you and not 401 00:17:13,590 --> 00:17:10,610 others and that has been happening 402 00:17:16,390 --> 00:17:13,600 throughout throughout I want to say 403 00:17:18,850 --> 00:17:16,400 throughout decades if not hundreds of 404 00:17:19,900 --> 00:17:18,860 years that they've been evading sin the 405 00:17:21,790 --> 00:17:19,910 medieval ages 406 00:17:22,870 --> 00:17:21,800 they've been awakenings you know as far 407 00:17:24,970 --> 00:17:22,880 as 200 years ago 408 00:17:27,760 --> 00:17:24,980 they've been awakenings you know just as 409 00:17:30,130 --> 00:17:27,770 you know 20 years ago and each time you 410 00:17:32,290 --> 00:17:30,140 have you know these group or souls that 411 00:17:33,820 --> 00:17:32,300 come to an understanding to where AHA 412 00:17:35,860 --> 00:17:33,830 we're playing a game this is what it's 413 00:17:38,350 --> 00:17:35,870 about and then they move on you know 414 00:17:40,510 --> 00:17:38,360 playing other games living other lives 415 00:17:42,160 --> 00:17:40,520 while others kind of stay behind and 416 00:17:47,530 --> 00:17:42,170 then continue that you know that 417 00:17:48,760 --> 00:17:47,540 timeline that we call history and let me 418 00:17:49,750 --> 00:17:48,770 just finish explaining this because I 419 00:17:51,820 --> 00:17:49,760 want to open this up for questions 420 00:17:54,400 --> 00:17:51,830 because I can sit and talk about it all 421 00:17:55,870 --> 00:17:54,410 night but it would best be I said 422 00:17:57,700 --> 00:17:55,880 we'll be best served if people can ask 423 00:17:59,560 --> 00:17:57,710 me questions there are more burning 424 00:18:01,450 --> 00:17:59,570 questions to them so I can directly get 425 00:18:05,530 --> 00:18:01,460 to it instead of Sydney and just have 426 00:18:09,040 --> 00:18:05,540 you listen to me for however long so the 427 00:18:13,240 --> 00:18:09,050 point is that there is nothing else here 428 00:18:16,260 --> 00:18:13,250 and what I mean by that this this very 429 00:18:20,020 --> 00:18:16,270 environment that we're in the the very 430 00:18:23,200 --> 00:18:20,030 dimension we call reality at the table 431 00:18:27,370 --> 00:18:23,210 the chairs every person you've ever 432 00:18:29,920 --> 00:18:27,380 known there is no one else outside of 433 00:18:33,940 --> 00:18:29,930 that everyone and everything is part of 434 00:18:38,080 --> 00:18:33,950 the one energy it is you representing 435 00:18:40,930 --> 00:18:38,090 itself in different ways and if a 436 00:18:43,930 --> 00:18:40,940 scenario is not created there would be 437 00:18:47,560 --> 00:18:43,940 no experience everything was just simply 438 00:18:49,840 --> 00:18:47,570 be so everything you've ever experienced 439 00:18:51,880 --> 00:18:49,850 whether it would be you being born to 440 00:18:53,890 --> 00:18:51,890 the family that you have been living the 441 00:18:56,430 --> 00:18:53,900 lives that you have been going to D 442 00:19:00,670 --> 00:18:56,440 schools being friends with these people 443 00:19:02,290 --> 00:19:00,680 graduating from college moving on to you 444 00:19:05,710 --> 00:19:02,300 know family life and all these other 445 00:19:08,140 --> 00:19:05,720 things that would not exist if it would 446 00:19:10,360 --> 00:19:08,150 not have been created by you and all 447 00:19:13,270 --> 00:19:10,370 these other aspects of yourself before 448 00:19:15,850 --> 00:19:13,280 him it simply would not be you have to 449 00:19:19,120 --> 00:19:15,860 create literally every aspect even luck 450 00:19:21,070 --> 00:19:19,130 itself you have to create it to explore 451 00:19:24,790 --> 00:19:21,080 the feelings and all the things that you 452 00:19:27,460 --> 00:19:24,800 are so the circumstance which would be 453 00:19:29,680 --> 00:19:27,470 like 9/11 or large disasters that we 454 00:19:32,740 --> 00:19:29,690 that we experience there just created 455 00:19:35,610 --> 00:19:32,750 created props if you will there just 456 00:19:37,810 --> 00:19:35,620 thinks that we witness but the emotional 457 00:19:39,730 --> 00:19:37,820 feeling that we feel the emotions that 458 00:19:42,010 --> 00:19:39,740 we go through while we are witnessing an 459 00:19:44,080 --> 00:19:42,020 event whatever it may be whether it be 460 00:19:47,830 --> 00:19:44,090 car accident in front of us a person 461 00:19:50,230 --> 00:19:47,840 dying whatever that emotional aspect is 462 00:19:53,350 --> 00:19:50,240 the the true thing that kind of stays 463 00:19:56,910 --> 00:19:53,360 with you and develops helps you develop 464 00:19:59,980 --> 00:19:56,920 more into the aspect that you are so 465 00:20:02,020 --> 00:19:59,990 almost try not to get too much wrapped 466 00:20:04,780 --> 00:20:02,030 up into the outside of what's going on 467 00:20:06,700 --> 00:20:04,790 you know oh Joe did this and Marcie's 468 00:20:07,170 --> 00:20:06,710 did that and he said you're a [\h__\h] and 469 00:20:09,210 --> 00:20:07,180 he said 470 00:20:12,240 --> 00:20:09,220 you do this you know I mean we like to 471 00:20:14,130 --> 00:20:12,250 get get into we like to get into these 472 00:20:16,320 --> 00:20:14,140 you know these slow games and it's fun 473 00:20:18,780 --> 00:20:16,330 you know but it's all very high-level 474 00:20:20,610 --> 00:20:18,790 games that we play though they have 475 00:20:22,530 --> 00:20:20,620 their purpose everything has its purpose 476 00:20:26,970 --> 00:20:22,540 but if you truly want to get to the 477 00:20:29,490 --> 00:20:26,980 answer you have to literally stop and go 478 00:20:32,340 --> 00:20:29,500 within and you can do that through many 479 00:20:35,130 --> 00:20:32,350 different models you can breathing 480 00:20:36,600 --> 00:20:35,140 exercises meditation I mean everything 481 00:20:39,090 --> 00:20:36,610 and anything you can think of there's 482 00:20:41,220 --> 00:20:39,100 examples to point us to say here's 483 00:20:43,800 --> 00:20:41,230 here's what you can do to find it you 484 00:20:46,680 --> 00:20:43,810 know and then belief systems themselves 485 00:20:48,660 --> 00:20:46,690 you know I could just cut the cord and 486 00:20:50,280 --> 00:20:48,670 just say never mind this take some LSD 487 00:20:52,590 --> 00:20:50,290 and you get the answers but people I 488 00:20:54,480 --> 00:20:52,600 know that's drugs you know I can't do 489 00:20:56,340 --> 00:20:54,490 drugs government says this and my momma 490 00:20:59,370 --> 00:20:56,350 said because it's bad for you I can't go 491 00:21:01,320 --> 00:20:59,380 down that route you know and so there's 492 00:21:03,390 --> 00:21:01,330 all these different scenarios that you 493 00:21:06,120 --> 00:21:03,400 set up for yourself and these different 494 00:21:08,610 --> 00:21:06,130 belief systems that will if it's not 495 00:21:11,280 --> 00:21:08,620 your time those are the excuses you will 496 00:21:13,140 --> 00:21:11,290 use not to go within you will simply 497 00:21:15,300 --> 00:21:13,150 stay in this route to where you keep 498 00:21:17,730 --> 00:21:15,310 having a life experience from the day 499 00:21:21,600 --> 00:21:17,740 you're born until the day you die you 500 00:21:23,820 --> 00:21:21,610 know and the reason why why I speak in 501 00:21:28,560 --> 00:21:23,830 such conviction about it and again I do 502 00:21:29,880 --> 00:21:28,570 not believe I do not I'm not that what 503 00:21:31,230 --> 00:21:29,890 I'm trying to say is if you don't 504 00:21:33,420 --> 00:21:31,240 believe any of what I'm saying is I 505 00:21:36,720 --> 00:21:33,430 perfectly understand the difference for 506 00:21:39,900 --> 00:21:36,730 me was the actual experiences that I've 507 00:21:43,110 --> 00:21:39,910 that I've had actual recollections and 508 00:21:44,610 --> 00:21:43,120 feelings of previous lives and things 509 00:21:47,280 --> 00:21:44,620 and agreements that I've had with people 510 00:21:50,400 --> 00:21:47,290 and then later on the deeper you go down 511 00:21:52,020 --> 00:21:50,410 about what it means to be God and I can 512 00:21:52,980 --> 00:21:52,030 tell you right now and maybe it's just 513 00:21:56,310 --> 00:21:52,990 my own fears 514 00:21:58,530 --> 00:21:56,320 I am now nowhere close to being awake 515 00:22:00,870 --> 00:21:58,540 you know and then I realize now that 516 00:22:03,240 --> 00:22:00,880 even the toying around that we do about 517 00:22:06,330 --> 00:22:03,250 we're gonna be awake or we're waking up 518 00:22:09,990 --> 00:22:06,340 we're far from it because you have to 519 00:22:12,780 --> 00:22:10,000 understand we we like this game of 520 00:22:15,510 --> 00:22:12,790 individuality you know if we like to 521 00:22:17,370 --> 00:22:15,520 talk to ourselves we ask ourselves so 522 00:22:19,350 --> 00:22:17,380 for one expert opinion you know and we 523 00:22:20,380 --> 00:22:19,360 just kind of play with toy around with 524 00:22:22,690 --> 00:22:20,390 different cons 525 00:22:24,550 --> 00:22:22,700 abscess I when I got to work and 526 00:22:26,230 --> 00:22:24,560 so-and-so didn't say hi to me and I 527 00:22:27,760 --> 00:22:26,240 don't like that so I'm not gonna say hi 528 00:22:29,530 --> 00:22:27,770 to them the next day and we'll see what 529 00:22:31,420 --> 00:22:29,540 they have to say you know and all these 530 00:22:34,600 --> 00:22:31,430 little games that we play with ourselves 531 00:22:36,910 --> 00:22:34,610 they're all very individualistic points 532 00:22:39,490 --> 00:22:36,920 points of view but those have to be 533 00:22:41,830 --> 00:22:39,500 truly worked out to a point to where you 534 00:22:44,440 --> 00:22:41,840 can accept yourself and everyone else 535 00:22:46,870 --> 00:22:44,450 around you the way they are because if 536 00:22:48,520 --> 00:22:46,880 you want this oneness as most people 537 00:22:51,310 --> 00:22:48,530 that are into a new age concept with the 538 00:22:54,400 --> 00:22:51,320 New Age movement if you want this 539 00:22:56,770 --> 00:22:54,410 oneness I don't think we would be ready 540 00:22:58,900 --> 00:22:56,780 because there are several times that had 541 00:23:00,610 --> 00:22:58,910 the experience to where every single 542 00:23:02,710 --> 00:23:00,620 person that I've ever known that is 543 00:23:05,200 --> 00:23:02,720 still alive and dead I would feel them 544 00:23:06,940 --> 00:23:05,210 inside you know in my heart I would hear 545 00:23:10,420 --> 00:23:06,950 them I would understand their point of 546 00:23:12,760 --> 00:23:10,430 view you know and it would be aspects of 547 00:23:14,560 --> 00:23:12,770 you know different images flashes 548 00:23:16,060 --> 00:23:14,570 feelings you know all these things that 549 00:23:17,800 --> 00:23:16,070 that would be conveyed to me because 550 00:23:19,780 --> 00:23:17,810 again remember there's nothing else 551 00:23:21,820 --> 00:23:19,790 outside of you everything is you so 552 00:23:24,640 --> 00:23:21,830 playing this game will only give you a 553 00:23:26,290 --> 00:23:24,650 delay to respond of you feeling right 554 00:23:28,360 --> 00:23:26,300 back or what you did whether it be 555 00:23:30,610 --> 00:23:28,370 someone you loved or someone you've been 556 00:23:32,320 --> 00:23:30,620 mean to that comes back around to you 557 00:23:33,880 --> 00:23:32,330 why because there is no one else here by 558 00:23:36,190 --> 00:23:33,890 you you're eventually going to 559 00:23:38,140 --> 00:23:36,200 experience that again you know so when 560 00:23:40,270 --> 00:23:38,150 people go you know I will be punished 561 00:23:41,560 --> 00:23:40,280 and in your karma we have to work out 562 00:23:44,230 --> 00:23:41,570 karma and all this other thing 563 00:23:48,130 --> 00:23:44,240 it's all just a self-imposed cycle you 564 00:23:50,020 --> 00:23:48,140 know in order for you to understand what 565 00:23:52,930 --> 00:23:50,030 it is to love you truly have to learn 566 00:23:55,390 --> 00:23:52,940 how to hate you know whether that's so 567 00:23:57,640 --> 00:23:55,400 hard to understand or not that aspect of 568 00:24:00,730 --> 00:23:57,650 light you know light and dark is an 569 00:24:03,280 --> 00:24:00,740 ingrained aspect of that oneness and it 570 00:24:06,130 --> 00:24:03,290 does not judge it we call it light and 571 00:24:08,650 --> 00:24:06,140 dark but to it it's just it it doesn't 572 00:24:11,260 --> 00:24:08,660 have a meaning apply to it we applied 573 00:24:13,120 --> 00:24:11,270 the meaning to whatever it is we say 574 00:24:16,420 --> 00:24:13,130 okay we're going to play this scenario 575 00:24:18,310 --> 00:24:16,430 so we're gonna be on earth and we're 576 00:24:19,870 --> 00:24:18,320 gonna have these things called knives so 577 00:24:22,210 --> 00:24:19,880 if you take a knife and you stabbed me 578 00:24:24,760 --> 00:24:22,220 and I die from it that's bad but if you 579 00:24:27,190 --> 00:24:24,770 come and hug me and and say I love you 580 00:24:29,920 --> 00:24:27,200 then that's a good thing that aspect is 581 00:24:32,230 --> 00:24:29,930 also a created aspect because to the 582 00:24:34,180 --> 00:24:32,240 oneness everything just is 583 00:24:36,370 --> 00:24:34,190 it doesn't have a meaning it needs all 584 00:24:38,950 --> 00:24:36,380 these different aspects of itself to 585 00:24:43,000 --> 00:24:38,960 give it meaning so it's very difficult 586 00:24:45,190 --> 00:24:43,010 for us to try to be so neutral to to try 587 00:24:47,169 --> 00:24:45,200 to understand everyone's point of view 588 00:24:48,640 --> 00:24:47,179 because at one point another including 589 00:24:50,440 --> 00:24:48,650 myself we're all sitting there and I'm 590 00:24:52,210 --> 00:24:50,450 just like well I'm just not gonna do 591 00:24:54,340 --> 00:24:52,220 what so-and-so did you know because that 592 00:24:57,549 --> 00:24:54,350 says Who I am the difference there is 593 00:24:59,560 --> 00:24:57,559 you can either take that and run it in 594 00:25:01,390 --> 00:24:59,570 your head over and over again and tell 595 00:25:03,400 --> 00:25:01,400 yourself oh how much better you are and 596 00:25:06,630 --> 00:25:03,410 how great you are or you can just 597 00:25:10,660 --> 00:25:06,640 understand that if you simply accept 598 00:25:13,570 --> 00:25:10,670 that opposite view of you accept it for 599 00:25:15,370 --> 00:25:13,580 what it is and and simply just recognize 600 00:25:17,470 --> 00:25:15,380 that this is not how I would do it but 601 00:25:19,270 --> 00:25:17,480 then you continue doing in a loving way 602 00:25:21,910 --> 00:25:19,280 and doing what it is that you want to do 603 00:25:24,640 --> 00:25:21,920 that's when you go turn from judgment 604 00:25:26,620 --> 00:25:24,650 and turn it into a lesson because you 605 00:25:28,960 --> 00:25:26,630 know before any of any of these things 606 00:25:32,020 --> 00:25:28,970 that I've learned I wasn't then and I 607 00:25:33,910 --> 00:25:32,030 wasn't now this very lovey-dovey give me 608 00:25:34,960 --> 00:25:33,920 a hard 15 minute long hugs you know 609 00:25:37,360 --> 00:25:34,970 especially if you go to some of the 610 00:25:40,960 --> 00:25:37,370 conference's though okay buddy I love 611 00:25:42,580 --> 00:25:40,970 you do you feed by energy yeah I'm 612 00:25:44,980 --> 00:25:42,590 sending your energy right now you know 613 00:25:48,640 --> 00:25:44,990 it's like no I don't just let me go you 614 00:25:51,850 --> 00:25:48,650 know so it's I wasn't that but I 615 00:25:55,090 --> 00:25:51,860 understand it I you know that when you 616 00:25:56,830 --> 00:25:55,100 want to be close to to who you are when 617 00:26:00,640 --> 00:25:56,840 to when you want to get closer to who 618 00:26:03,730 --> 00:26:00,650 you are you change you change the way 619 00:26:05,860 --> 00:26:03,740 you act the way you react to people you 620 00:26:07,900 --> 00:26:05,870 know and so it makes you act in these 621 00:26:09,850 --> 00:26:07,910 ways that others don't understand you 622 00:26:11,740 --> 00:26:09,860 know but having been in those different 623 00:26:13,450 --> 00:26:11,750 states I get it now it's still not 624 00:26:15,160 --> 00:26:13,460 something I would prefer but I don't 625 00:26:16,450 --> 00:26:15,170 have that same derga mental point of 626 00:26:20,080 --> 00:26:16,460 view like weird Oh get the hell away 627 00:26:22,360 --> 00:26:20,090 from me you know and so all those things 628 00:26:27,930 --> 00:26:22,370 are important I feel to understand 629 00:26:30,669 --> 00:26:27,940 because as much as you want to 630 00:26:33,910 --> 00:26:30,679 especially want to get to that oneness 631 00:26:35,350 --> 00:26:33,920 as much as you want to you know just the 632 00:26:38,320 --> 00:26:35,360 government to come out and tell you 633 00:26:40,720 --> 00:26:38,330 something it's it's not going to happen 634 00:26:43,980 --> 00:26:40,730 in the way you think because the 635 00:26:45,560 --> 00:26:43,990 government is it's a representation of a 636 00:26:48,140 --> 00:26:45,570 collective 637 00:26:50,390 --> 00:26:48,150 part of you that is just not ready to 638 00:26:54,710 --> 00:26:50,400 move on with certain things I mean think 639 00:26:57,800 --> 00:26:54,720 about it if we have fears you know we 640 00:27:00,770 --> 00:26:57,810 have fears of others so we created a 641 00:27:02,840 --> 00:27:00,780 government to protect us we feel that 642 00:27:04,610 --> 00:27:02,850 we're not strong individually so we 643 00:27:07,130 --> 00:27:04,620 created a government to have a standing 644 00:27:09,620 --> 00:27:07,140 army and protect us you know all these 645 00:27:12,440 --> 00:27:09,630 aspects of ourselves that we fear we're 646 00:27:15,670 --> 00:27:12,450 manifested into a government you know 647 00:27:19,580 --> 00:27:15,680 and so it's important to understand that 648 00:27:21,580 --> 00:27:19,590 whatever you feel you know government is 649 00:27:25,010 --> 00:27:21,590 hiding this government is hiding that 650 00:27:26,690 --> 00:27:25,020 let me ask you if I for example take 651 00:27:29,300 --> 00:27:26,700 this remote and I hide it behind my back 652 00:27:31,430 --> 00:27:29,310 and you know I have a remote but for 653 00:27:32,930 --> 00:27:31,440 some reason you demand that remote of me 654 00:27:34,450 --> 00:27:32,940 to be shown and tell you yes you're 655 00:27:37,970 --> 00:27:34,460 right I'm holding the remote here you go 656 00:27:40,400 --> 00:27:37,980 if I choose to never reveal this remote 657 00:27:43,160 --> 00:27:40,410 to you you can spend an eternity arguing 658 00:27:45,080 --> 00:27:43,170 with me and and sending energy back and 659 00:27:46,580 --> 00:27:45,090 forth going you show me the truth you 660 00:27:49,010 --> 00:27:46,590 tell me that you have that remote behind 661 00:27:51,920 --> 00:27:49,020 your back or you just go to a store and 662 00:27:54,110 --> 00:27:51,930 get yourself another remote see what I 663 00:27:56,360 --> 00:27:54,120 mean it requires a different mindset you 664 00:27:58,160 --> 00:27:56,370 know it's like why is this important why 665 00:28:00,050 --> 00:27:58,170 is this carrot that you put in front of 666 00:28:02,570 --> 00:28:00,060 yourself that's dangling there why is 667 00:28:06,020 --> 00:28:02,580 that important for you to get you know 668 00:28:08,410 --> 00:28:06,030 so you have to then almost go go within 669 00:28:11,090 --> 00:28:08,420 and do what you got to do I mean I've 670 00:28:13,300 --> 00:28:11,100 I've discussed this with some friends 671 00:28:16,190 --> 00:28:13,310 not with all of them but some of you 672 00:28:18,380 --> 00:28:16,200 when I was ready to move out I moved out 673 00:28:20,420 --> 00:28:18,390 to Robert Shaw Missouri and I basically 674 00:28:23,600 --> 00:28:20,430 lived in the woods and some we have seen 675 00:28:28,370 --> 00:28:23,610 a place by myself for since 2000 from 676 00:28:31,190 --> 00:28:28,380 2010 till just about two years ago and I 677 00:28:34,400 --> 00:28:31,200 needed that time to be absolutely alone 678 00:28:37,250 --> 00:28:34,410 and put myself in the place of being 679 00:28:40,640 --> 00:28:37,260 alone so that whatever I was feeling 680 00:28:43,160 --> 00:28:40,650 whatever I was experiencing I didn't 681 00:28:44,120 --> 00:28:43,170 want it to be excuse me it didn't want 682 00:28:46,220 --> 00:28:44,130 it to be tainted 683 00:28:48,320 --> 00:28:46,230 I wanted to simply be alone there's 684 00:28:50,120 --> 00:28:48,330 nobody there to distract me I can just 685 00:28:53,330 --> 00:28:50,130 whatever I got to experience it's 686 00:28:55,550 --> 00:28:53,340 welcome to happen whether it be aliens 687 00:28:58,040 --> 00:28:55,560 revealing themselves whether it be I 688 00:28:58,910 --> 00:28:58,050 don't know ghosts appearing all the 689 00:29:00,710 --> 00:28:58,920 other things 690 00:29:04,090 --> 00:29:00,720 and what I've learned during those five 691 00:29:06,620 --> 00:29:04,100 years off off just if I wasn't at work 692 00:29:09,530 --> 00:29:06,630 occasionally at these meetings I was at 693 00:29:11,900 --> 00:29:09,540 the house in the woods from four o'clock 694 00:29:13,820 --> 00:29:11,910 five o'clock at night or in the 695 00:29:15,680 --> 00:29:13,830 afternoon until it was bad time to wake 696 00:29:18,920 --> 00:29:15,690 up the next morning and that was my life 697 00:29:21,770 --> 00:29:18,930 for five years and so I put myself in 698 00:29:23,570 --> 00:29:21,780 that in that path to say I won't I'm 699 00:29:25,520 --> 00:29:23,580 only here for I don't know however many 700 00:29:27,260 --> 00:29:25,530 more years eventually I will die I want 701 00:29:29,060 --> 00:29:27,270 to learn something out of this I want to 702 00:29:30,470 --> 00:29:29,070 get something out of this life I mean 703 00:29:32,060 --> 00:29:30,480 I've had the experience off let's go 704 00:29:33,920 --> 00:29:32,070 baseball games and drink and have 705 00:29:35,570 --> 00:29:33,930 friends and enjoy and all these other 706 00:29:37,460 --> 00:29:35,580 things and if people still enjoy that 707 00:29:39,620 --> 00:29:37,470 great but it's not something where I was 708 00:29:41,570 --> 00:29:39,630 saying I said I already have that part I 709 00:29:43,640 --> 00:29:41,580 already done that there's this thing 710 00:29:46,100 --> 00:29:43,650 that's constantly bugging me it's saying 711 00:29:48,110 --> 00:29:46,110 I'm over here come check it out and I 712 00:29:50,690 --> 00:29:48,120 just had to go there so I did whatever I 713 00:29:52,040 --> 00:29:50,700 had to do whether it be being in the 714 00:29:54,470 --> 00:29:52,050 house in the woods by yourself or 715 00:29:56,720 --> 00:29:54,480 whatever it is you have to do for some 716 00:29:59,360 --> 00:29:56,730 it might just be a quiet space at a 717 00:30:02,390 --> 00:29:59,370 house of yours that you can meditate 718 00:30:04,660 --> 00:30:02,400 that you know it could be just having a 719 00:30:08,150 --> 00:30:04,670 close group of friends with whom you can 720 00:30:10,370 --> 00:30:08,160 bounce ideas off of and you know and 721 00:30:11,900 --> 00:30:10,380 then ponder about the cut discussions 722 00:30:14,270 --> 00:30:11,910 you've had with them I mean it has 723 00:30:17,390 --> 00:30:14,280 different ways but whatever way that is 724 00:30:22,910 --> 00:30:17,400 I would really urge you guys to go that 725 00:30:25,280 --> 00:30:22,920 path because just ask yourself what else 726 00:30:27,230 --> 00:30:25,290 you got to lose you know what else 727 00:30:29,630 --> 00:30:27,240 because if you come into these meetings 728 00:30:31,370 --> 00:30:29,640 and you're not at a baseball game and 729 00:30:33,920 --> 00:30:31,380 you're not anywhere else you here to 730 00:30:36,050 --> 00:30:33,930 hear something about you know 9/11 or 731 00:30:37,730 --> 00:30:36,060 metaphysical whatever it is that means 732 00:30:40,280 --> 00:30:37,740 there's an aspect of you that is ready 733 00:30:42,620 --> 00:30:40,290 to know something else about yourself 734 00:30:44,990 --> 00:30:42,630 you're ready to know what else is there 735 00:30:47,630 --> 00:30:45,000 in this world besides the average 736 00:30:48,950 --> 00:30:47,640 representation of the media right so 737 00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:48,960 that means then you're ready for 738 00:30:53,150 --> 00:30:50,970 something and I can only suggest it to 739 00:30:55,040 --> 00:30:53,160 go down that path because there are some 740 00:30:57,320 --> 00:30:55,050 experiences that even if I want to do I 741 00:30:58,790 --> 00:30:57,330 cannot describe them I cannot describe 742 00:31:01,400 --> 00:30:58,800 them to you because it's simply there's 743 00:31:03,890 --> 00:31:01,410 no words to describe there were there 744 00:31:05,630 --> 00:31:03,900 were the most awesomest and most fearful 745 00:31:08,210 --> 00:31:05,640 thing I could ever just you know I could 746 00:31:12,060 --> 00:31:08,220 ever think of but to start using words 747 00:31:14,940 --> 00:31:12,070 it like I couldn't you know because 748 00:31:17,129 --> 00:31:14,950 for example like the aspect of oneness 749 00:31:19,169 --> 00:31:17,139 if you of the sudden driving while 750 00:31:22,169 --> 00:31:19,179 walking down the street and of the 751 00:31:24,659 --> 00:31:22,179 sudden you become aware of the road 752 00:31:26,669 --> 00:31:24,669 you're working on you understand when it 753 00:31:28,889 --> 00:31:26,679 was bill how it was billed and what 754 00:31:30,539 --> 00:31:28,899 aspect of you dad is and then off the 755 00:31:32,249 --> 00:31:30,549 sudden you start hearing your neighbor 756 00:31:34,349 --> 00:31:32,259 and the person walking next to you and 757 00:31:36,960 --> 00:31:34,359 there they're not out there but they're 758 00:31:39,269 --> 00:31:36,970 in here you know you would start to feel 759 00:31:41,969 --> 00:31:39,279 insane because to off the sudden break 760 00:31:44,430 --> 00:31:41,979 that barrier between all that you are 761 00:31:46,289 --> 00:31:44,440 and a little you that you are we're just 762 00:31:48,839 --> 00:31:46,299 not ready for it did the brain I believe 763 00:31:52,710 --> 00:31:48,849 cannot cannot fix it you have to go 764 00:31:55,080 --> 00:31:52,720 outside of your your normal daily brain 765 00:31:57,419 --> 00:31:55,090 activity if you will to get it but even 766 00:31:59,909 --> 00:31:57,429 then some things would only be 767 00:32:02,190 --> 00:31:59,919 understood even after we die because the 768 00:32:06,450 --> 00:32:02,200 for as much as I've experienced in my 769 00:32:09,479 --> 00:32:06,460 own life it's the physical part of you 770 00:32:12,419 --> 00:32:09,489 the actual body itself cannot take that 771 00:32:15,269 --> 00:32:12,429 change of energy you know a lot of times 772 00:32:17,399 --> 00:32:15,279 when when certain things happen when 773 00:32:20,219 --> 00:32:17,409 certain communications happen when when 774 00:32:21,839 --> 00:32:20,229 you try to understand more you have the 775 00:32:24,299 --> 00:32:21,849 search of energy that goes through you 776 00:32:26,339 --> 00:32:24,309 that can only be described by a person 777 00:32:28,320 --> 00:32:26,349 that's not experiencing it as some kind 778 00:32:30,749 --> 00:32:28,330 of seizure I mean you literally go into 779 00:32:33,539 --> 00:32:30,759 all kinds of revulsion and making all 780 00:32:35,399 --> 00:32:33,549 kinds of noises that make no sense it's 781 00:32:38,639 --> 00:32:35,409 only what I've discovered is for me to 782 00:32:40,710 --> 00:32:38,649 come back from that that was somehow my 783 00:32:42,719 --> 00:32:40,720 Higher Self to talk about it to whoever 784 00:32:44,820 --> 00:32:42,729 wants to listen you know and just tell 785 00:32:46,560 --> 00:32:44,830 them it's like hey there is more year 786 00:32:48,690 --> 00:32:46,570 than what you think you know it's like 787 00:32:51,330 --> 00:32:48,700 you know just start looking into your 788 00:32:52,560 --> 00:32:51,340 belief system and then question it why 789 00:32:55,919 --> 00:32:52,570 it is that you believe what you believe 790 00:32:58,560 --> 00:32:55,929 you know why why do you believe you you 791 00:33:00,359 --> 00:32:58,570 know you know you like this type of food 792 00:33:02,219 --> 00:33:00,369 supposed to the other why do you believe 793 00:33:04,859 --> 00:33:02,229 you like these type of shoes is supposed 794 00:33:08,399 --> 00:33:04,869 to the other because those things are 795 00:33:10,560 --> 00:33:08,409 still consciousness they might appear as 796 00:33:12,570 --> 00:33:10,570 inanimate objects to us but they're 797 00:33:14,849 --> 00:33:12,580 symbolic representations of something 798 00:33:17,639 --> 00:33:14,859 that we need to look at within you know 799 00:33:19,919 --> 00:33:17,649 from smells to visual things to the 800 00:33:23,740 --> 00:33:19,929 habits that we do all these other 801 00:33:25,930 --> 00:33:23,750 aspects and so 911 and 802 00:33:29,860 --> 00:33:25,940 you know storms all these other things 803 00:33:32,590 --> 00:33:29,870 have a purpose to kind of start giving 804 00:33:35,470 --> 00:33:32,600 those other souls there's other aspects 805 00:33:37,240 --> 00:33:35,480 of ourselves something to chew on you 806 00:33:39,100 --> 00:33:37,250 know something to go like oh my god I 807 00:33:41,200 --> 00:33:39,110 was so fearful I saw my house just being 808 00:33:43,210 --> 00:33:41,210 swept away and you know I was so glad 809 00:33:45,580 --> 00:33:43,220 that you know I'm still alive and my 810 00:33:48,120 --> 00:33:45,590 family saved and I missed that house but 811 00:33:52,660 --> 00:33:48,130 it was such a awful experience to see 812 00:33:54,580 --> 00:33:52,670 those mental processes those feelings 813 00:33:56,830 --> 00:33:54,590 are important for each one of us to look 814 00:33:58,390 --> 00:33:56,840 at you know and I'm not talking about to 815 00:34:01,060 --> 00:33:58,400 go to a psychiatrist all these other 816 00:34:04,120 --> 00:34:01,070 things because remember what you put out 817 00:34:05,830 --> 00:34:04,130 is what you get back right so if you 818 00:34:08,440 --> 00:34:05,840 understand that everything outside of 819 00:34:10,270 --> 00:34:08,450 you it's another part of yourself is you 820 00:34:11,889 --> 00:34:10,280 know you put out fear and confusion and 821 00:34:14,740 --> 00:34:11,899 I don't know what's going on you're only 822 00:34:16,690 --> 00:34:14,750 gonna get fear and confusion back so 823 00:34:17,110 --> 00:34:16,700 it's almost like you know you go into a 824 00:34:19,270 --> 00:34:17,120 mirror 825 00:34:21,520 --> 00:34:19,280 you know like Bosch always describes 826 00:34:23,770 --> 00:34:21,530 going to a mirror you know frowning and 827 00:34:26,139 --> 00:34:23,780 expecting a reflection to smile it's not 828 00:34:27,129 --> 00:34:26,149 gonna work you have to be the one to 829 00:34:28,899 --> 00:34:27,139 smile first 830 00:34:31,960 --> 00:34:28,909 you know only then will you see that 831 00:34:33,909 --> 00:34:31,970 same reflection you know now at times it 832 00:34:36,190 --> 00:34:33,919 doesn't happen when we expected to 833 00:34:37,030 --> 00:34:36,200 sometimes we want things to come sooner 834 00:34:39,490 --> 00:34:37,040 you know 835 00:34:41,110 --> 00:34:39,500 then later and all these other belief 836 00:34:45,520 --> 00:34:41,120 system and definitions we have on that 837 00:34:47,500 --> 00:34:45,530 but if you allow to start testing these 838 00:34:49,780 --> 00:34:47,510 different things that that you know 839 00:34:51,430 --> 00:34:49,790 about in the physical world or them in 840 00:34:54,970 --> 00:34:51,440 the metaphysical world you will find 841 00:34:59,080 --> 00:34:54,980 some very miraculous stories and 842 00:35:00,550 --> 00:34:59,090 experiences so for example one of the 843 00:35:05,680 --> 00:35:00,560 first things I started to toy around 844 00:35:07,690 --> 00:35:05,690 with was okay so I have to look into my 845 00:35:09,460 --> 00:35:07,700 beliefs and so they talked about this 846 00:35:11,710 --> 00:35:09,470 law of attraction you know what is this 847 00:35:14,080 --> 00:35:11,720 about you know and so I was sitting on 848 00:35:15,370 --> 00:35:14,090 the roof of my house and I'm fixing it 849 00:35:17,200 --> 00:35:15,380 up my roof is leaking 850 00:35:18,970 --> 00:35:17,210 you know the speaking of symbology 851 00:35:22,240 --> 00:35:18,980 there's just a lot more to go into that 852 00:35:24,040 --> 00:35:22,250 but my roof is leaking and I didn't have 853 00:35:26,050 --> 00:35:24,050 enough money I just bought the house so 854 00:35:28,180 --> 00:35:26,060 I just have to use this cheap tart to 855 00:35:30,610 --> 00:35:28,190 fill up all the holes so that I can make 856 00:35:32,290 --> 00:35:30,620 it to next year you know so hopefully 857 00:35:34,510 --> 00:35:32,300 I'll have more money than to get all 858 00:35:36,970 --> 00:35:34,520 this whatever so as I'm sitting there I 859 00:35:38,680 --> 00:35:36,980 just had this feeling and I said well 860 00:35:40,450 --> 00:35:38,690 you know they talk about this law of 861 00:35:43,630 --> 00:35:40,460 attraction and I just remember what 862 00:35:46,120 --> 00:35:43,640 Bashar described they said you know put 863 00:35:48,970 --> 00:35:46,130 it out there simply have this pure 864 00:35:52,210 --> 00:35:48,980 thought of what it is that you want and 865 00:35:53,950 --> 00:35:52,220 then let it go you know so put no 866 00:35:55,960 --> 00:35:53,960 definition Allah know how fast he has to 867 00:35:58,780 --> 00:35:55,970 come back and what shape it has to come 868 00:36:01,480 --> 00:35:58,790 back simply you know simply let it out 869 00:36:03,730 --> 00:36:01,490 so just for no other reason at all just 870 00:36:05,920 --> 00:36:03,740 to finally here I am studying this 871 00:36:07,420 --> 00:36:05,930 listening to him for about two years but 872 00:36:09,790 --> 00:36:07,430 yet I was like I want to prove this to 873 00:36:12,460 --> 00:36:09,800 myself is this guy full of [\h__\h] you know 874 00:36:14,800 --> 00:36:12,470 or do I you know go out and try what he 875 00:36:17,260 --> 00:36:14,810 suggested he said try this so what can 876 00:36:18,970 --> 00:36:17,270 it be how can i how can it be any more 877 00:36:20,920 --> 00:36:18,980 worse for me I'm sitting on my head roof 878 00:36:22,870 --> 00:36:20,930 trying to you know patch up leaks with 879 00:36:25,960 --> 00:36:22,880 no money you know so let's see how this 880 00:36:27,430 --> 00:36:25,970 law of attraction works so and so we're 881 00:36:28,960 --> 00:36:27,440 sitting there I just stopped I didn't 882 00:36:31,090 --> 00:36:28,970 have to do this everyone can do it 883 00:36:33,160 --> 00:36:31,100 different ways but for me it just I just 884 00:36:35,680 --> 00:36:33,170 closed my eyes and just with no thought 885 00:36:38,020 --> 00:36:35,690 or at least I hope I you know I think I 886 00:36:40,390 --> 00:36:38,030 didn't have any just no thought I just 887 00:36:42,160 --> 00:36:40,400 said I would like some shingles and I 888 00:36:44,230 --> 00:36:42,170 let it go and I just continued patching 889 00:36:46,180 --> 00:36:44,240 the stuff up I seriously said whatever 890 00:36:50,410 --> 00:36:46,190 if it comes back great if not you know 891 00:36:52,870 --> 00:36:50,420 so about two weeks go by and I was a 892 00:36:54,700 --> 00:36:52,880 member of this not a member I was my 893 00:36:56,710 --> 00:36:54,710 friend told me about this group were 894 00:36:58,900 --> 00:36:56,720 apple seed or whatever and they go and 895 00:37:01,300 --> 00:36:58,910 they learn how to shoot with their 896 00:37:03,430 --> 00:37:01,310 rifles so I like shooting you know and 897 00:37:05,890 --> 00:37:03,440 so I was like I want to go and learn see 898 00:37:08,800 --> 00:37:05,900 what else can make me you know be a 899 00:37:10,780 --> 00:37:08,810 better marksman whatever and so we're 900 00:37:13,750 --> 00:37:10,790 we're there practicing doing all kinds 901 00:37:15,760 --> 00:37:13,760 of things and they were trying to build 902 00:37:17,349 --> 00:37:15,770 this little outside sheds so we're that 903 00:37:19,390 --> 00:37:17,359 they can be protected by the Sun and 904 00:37:22,090 --> 00:37:19,400 they were needing more of those cedar 905 00:37:22,990 --> 00:37:22,100 trees to cut down and burn them and 906 00:37:25,240 --> 00:37:23,000 build this little building 907 00:37:26,770 --> 00:37:25,250 so there's who wants to go and just 908 00:37:28,240 --> 00:37:26,780 remember what Bashaw said you know 909 00:37:30,190 --> 00:37:28,250 follow your excitement if you excited 910 00:37:31,960 --> 00:37:30,200 about something just go you know and it 911 00:37:33,580 --> 00:37:31,970 you know one excitement after another 912 00:37:35,950 --> 00:37:33,590 after another will eventually lead you 913 00:37:37,210 --> 00:37:35,960 to what you need so without thinking I 914 00:37:38,680 --> 00:37:37,220 was like yeah they'll be excited I want 915 00:37:41,170 --> 00:37:38,690 to see what's on the other side let's go 916 00:37:43,300 --> 00:37:41,180 I hop on the tractor and we drive 917 00:37:45,760 --> 00:37:43,310 through the woods and it took maybe 918 00:37:47,170 --> 00:37:45,770 about 10 15 minutes to get to it so I'm 919 00:37:49,930 --> 00:37:47,180 sitting I'm looking around it's 920 00:37:50,830 --> 00:37:49,940 beautiful I love nature and off the 921 00:37:53,650 --> 00:37:50,840 sudden the woods 922 00:37:56,230 --> 00:37:53,660 opened up and there's nothing about 923 00:37:59,110 --> 00:37:56,240 packets of shingles sitting everywhere 924 00:38:00,820 --> 00:37:59,120 the exact same color for that I needed 925 00:38:02,800 --> 00:38:00,830 for my house and just sitting there I 926 00:38:04,420 --> 00:38:02,810 turned around I got these like chill 927 00:38:05,650 --> 00:38:04,430 down my spine and was almost like this 928 00:38:07,480 --> 00:38:05,660 little like this is what you were 929 00:38:09,190 --> 00:38:07,490 looking for you know so I asked this guy 930 00:38:11,350 --> 00:38:09,200 said what is this he said this one guy 931 00:38:13,390 --> 00:38:11,360 was trying to build this Shack here 932 00:38:15,790 --> 00:38:13,400 whatever and he lost their property and 933 00:38:17,560 --> 00:38:15,800 he left all his material here and I 934 00:38:18,730 --> 00:38:17,570 looked at him he saw my face he's like 935 00:38:21,340 --> 00:38:18,740 do you want some ones like yeah he's 936 00:38:24,940 --> 00:38:21,350 like take as many as you want you know 937 00:38:27,700 --> 00:38:24,950 so here I am I could have done this the 938 00:38:30,040 --> 00:38:27,710 old-fashioned way go work work about 939 00:38:31,720 --> 00:38:30,050 three months save up to money eat ramen 940 00:38:34,960 --> 00:38:31,730 noodles you know and then finally get 941 00:38:37,510 --> 00:38:34,970 the the shingles I need or I just for 942 00:38:38,860 --> 00:38:37,520 myself set out to learn this you know to 943 00:38:41,770 --> 00:38:38,870 say okay what does it mean to really 944 00:38:43,480 --> 00:38:41,780 trust and let go and so it was a little 945 00:38:46,840 --> 00:38:43,490 bit freaky but also exciting because it 946 00:38:50,140 --> 00:38:46,850 really felt like magic you know and so I 947 00:38:52,060 --> 00:38:50,150 just kept toying with it so I again new 948 00:38:55,120 --> 00:38:52,070 house I ripped everything out of it that 949 00:38:57,130 --> 00:38:55,130 was old and so I again you know just sat 950 00:38:59,680 --> 00:38:57,140 down I said I would like new appliances 951 00:39:02,590 --> 00:38:59,690 you know and that's it I didn't say how 952 00:39:05,050 --> 00:39:02,600 whatever and long story short a month 953 00:39:07,480 --> 00:39:05,060 later my mom calls me up and she said 954 00:39:11,020 --> 00:39:07,490 hey I was at disguise of this family 955 00:39:14,380 --> 00:39:11,030 friend's house and he remodels houses of 956 00:39:16,990 --> 00:39:14,390 whatnot he's got a fridge a washer a 957 00:39:18,970 --> 00:39:17,000 stove you know microwave whatever you 958 00:39:22,060 --> 00:39:18,980 want do you want it I said yeah you know 959 00:39:23,890 --> 00:39:22,070 so she didn't know you know but you know 960 00:39:26,530 --> 00:39:23,900 Here I am to me it's like I put us out 961 00:39:28,300 --> 00:39:26,540 and he came back you know and so and I 962 00:39:29,800 --> 00:39:28,310 just kept going but the biggest one for 963 00:39:32,950 --> 00:39:29,810 me you know not that I need it anymore 964 00:39:35,740 --> 00:39:32,960 but it was still chocking there was this 965 00:39:38,800 --> 00:39:35,750 I had just enough space for the for the 966 00:39:40,240 --> 00:39:38,810 kitchen sink and so it was I wanted to 967 00:39:42,400 --> 00:39:40,250 have something nice I'm thinking I'm 968 00:39:44,740 --> 00:39:42,410 gonna live there for a long time you 969 00:39:47,170 --> 00:39:44,750 know and so I wanted this metal kitchen 970 00:39:50,230 --> 00:39:47,180 sink and so I was looking up online it 971 00:39:52,150 --> 00:39:50,240 was like $2,500 or so you know and there 972 00:39:54,580 --> 00:39:52,160 was a lot of money you know I definitely 973 00:39:57,400 --> 00:39:54,590 did not have that and so it was almost 974 00:40:01,030 --> 00:39:57,410 like let's test this out you know so and 975 00:40:04,180 --> 00:40:01,040 so I put this out there and I think it 976 00:40:05,950 --> 00:40:04,190 was about a week ago my dad call 977 00:40:07,390 --> 00:40:05,960 me and he's like hey I have this table 978 00:40:09,130 --> 00:40:07,400 you know do you want it I'm like that I 979 00:40:10,720 --> 00:40:09,140 have so many tables I'm what I'm gonna 980 00:40:12,520 --> 00:40:10,730 do with it he's like well it's a nice 981 00:40:14,650 --> 00:40:12,530 table you could use it you know my god 982 00:40:16,480 --> 00:40:14,660 or whatever just save it I'll get it 983 00:40:17,920 --> 00:40:16,490 later so it cost me now that we cleared 984 00:40:19,780 --> 00:40:17,930 it it's like if you want this table have 985 00:40:21,099 --> 00:40:19,790 this table you know I said there's any 986 00:40:23,470 --> 00:40:21,109 way you can bring it you know it's like 987 00:40:25,540 --> 00:40:23,480 yeah I'll bring it over so he's coming 988 00:40:27,970 --> 00:40:25,550 over with his Durango packed the table 989 00:40:30,910 --> 00:40:27,980 in and he survived me at my house he 990 00:40:34,300 --> 00:40:30,920 opens it up I kid you not it is that 991 00:40:36,160 --> 00:40:34,310 freaking the 2005 $5 stainless steel 992 00:40:37,510 --> 00:40:36,170 sink I was looking at I look at her said 993 00:40:39,579 --> 00:40:37,520 that what kind of table is this is the 994 00:40:41,670 --> 00:40:39,589 same I don't know it's at thought table 995 00:40:45,099 --> 00:40:41,680 whatever it's the same thing you know 996 00:40:47,829 --> 00:40:45,109 right and so and it was did that model 997 00:40:50,170 --> 00:40:47,839 that was looking for and so the reason 998 00:40:52,720 --> 00:40:50,180 why I go into this much detail I'm sorry 999 00:40:54,760 --> 00:40:52,730 if I bothered you or if it bored you I'm 1000 00:40:56,680 --> 00:40:54,770 trying to give you examples that that's 1001 00:40:59,710 --> 00:40:56,690 that was at the beginning of like okay 1002 00:41:02,079 --> 00:40:59,720 let's tie with this metaphysical guru 1003 00:41:09,569 --> 00:41:02,089 stuff and see for myself what happens 1004 00:41:12,550 --> 00:41:09,579 you know and so when it came down to 1005 00:41:16,109 --> 00:41:12,560 9/11 just to tie it back up and then are 1006 00:41:19,359 --> 00:41:16,119 going to questions that that visual 1007 00:41:21,640 --> 00:41:19,369 representation that circumstance that 1008 00:41:24,790 --> 00:41:21,650 doesn't matter because the only the only 1009 00:41:28,270 --> 00:41:24,800 your state of being matters happen to 1010 00:41:30,220 --> 00:41:28,280 get me to push me into that area to to 1011 00:41:32,020 --> 00:41:30,230 get me to look into all these other 1012 00:41:34,390 --> 00:41:32,030 things that are out here that I would 1013 00:41:35,559 --> 00:41:34,400 not have looked into before you know it 1014 00:41:37,720 --> 00:41:35,569 would have we would not have been 1015 00:41:39,490 --> 00:41:37,730 interesting because I was so into what's 1016 00:41:41,380 --> 00:41:39,500 government knowing what's this group 1017 00:41:43,089 --> 00:41:41,390 what's the Illuminati what all decided 1018 00:41:45,370 --> 00:41:43,099 guys what the hell you know those other 1019 00:41:46,780 --> 00:41:45,380 type of you know questions and the 1020 00:41:48,760 --> 00:41:46,790 attitude that I had because I was very 1021 00:41:51,040 --> 00:41:48,770 angry you know it makes you very angry 1022 00:41:53,740 --> 00:41:51,050 but then now what I know now what you 1023 00:41:55,809 --> 00:41:53,750 put out is what you get back so if I'm 1024 00:41:57,579 --> 00:41:55,819 angry and putting things out I could 1025 00:41:59,260 --> 00:41:57,589 have filed whatever information act I 1026 00:42:01,059 --> 00:41:59,270 want I could have searched whatever 1027 00:42:03,040 --> 00:42:01,069 government document I could have asked 1028 00:42:05,230 --> 00:42:03,050 whatever government employee I could 1029 00:42:06,940 --> 00:42:05,240 possibly ask you know looking for these 1030 00:42:09,700 --> 00:42:06,950 things I would not have gotten the 1031 00:42:11,680 --> 00:42:09,710 answers I'm looking for you know only 1032 00:42:14,440 --> 00:42:11,690 later that I realized it was a setup 1033 00:42:16,900 --> 00:42:14,450 scenario by all of us you know that we 1034 00:42:17,770 --> 00:42:16,910 simply choose not to remember to guide 1035 00:42:20,380 --> 00:42:17,780 us to get 1036 00:42:22,840 --> 00:42:20,390 into certain things in life to learn 1037 00:42:24,900 --> 00:42:22,850 about certain stuff so not everyone is 1038 00:42:27,430 --> 00:42:24,910 going to do that most people were just 1039 00:42:29,500 --> 00:42:27,440 though they'll be born to have a family 1040 00:42:31,630 --> 00:42:29,510 they want to be a mother or father and 1041 00:42:34,120 --> 00:42:31,640 just go to the you know average job 1042 00:42:36,880 --> 00:42:34,130 nine-to-five go to work and die that's 1043 00:42:39,150 --> 00:42:36,890 some of the experiences others you know 1044 00:42:42,790 --> 00:42:39,160 like myself needed something like that 1045 00:42:45,580 --> 00:42:42,800 to awake us you know or in case of 1046 00:42:47,860 --> 00:42:45,590 earthquakes to shake us awake you know 1047 00:42:48,850 --> 00:42:47,870 and and all these other things that that 1048 00:42:51,100 --> 00:42:48,860 can happen 1049 00:42:54,340 --> 00:42:51,110 it's just how willing are we to look 1050 00:42:56,520 --> 00:42:54,350 into it so I hope I tied tied it in a 1051 00:42:59,800 --> 00:42:56,530 little bit for you guys to to explain 1052 00:43:02,350 --> 00:42:59,810 what effect it had to me for me whatever 1053 00:43:04,330 --> 00:43:02,360 what the heck 9/11 had to me and so 1054 00:43:06,640 --> 00:43:04,340 whatever questions you might have please 1055 00:43:09,790 --> 00:43:06,650 please ask I hope I can answer them out 1056 00:43:12,430 --> 00:43:09,800 out what I will I will give you the 1057 00:43:14,920 --> 00:43:12,440 experiences and the the examples I have 1058 00:43:17,860 --> 00:43:14,930 that I have experienced and seen for 1059 00:43:19,420 --> 00:43:17,870 myself please don't ask me to go down 1060 00:43:21,460 --> 00:43:19,430 and conspiracy theory trying to prove 1061 00:43:22,840 --> 00:43:21,470 whether or not it's wrong I might just 1062 00:43:25,420 --> 00:43:22,850 be will give you my aspect or 1063 00:43:27,130 --> 00:43:25,430 perspective on it but to prove whether 1064 00:43:29,200 --> 00:43:27,140 or not that's over there that's someone 1065 00:43:46,500 --> 00:43:29,210 someone else's game so I hope you 1066 00:43:50,530 --> 00:43:48,910 and you will not the only one well 1067 00:43:52,240 --> 00:43:50,540 there'll be many more of us and then 1068 00:43:52,660 --> 00:43:52,250 this will be become the Norton than you 1069 00:43:56,320 --> 00:43:52,670 norm 1070 00:43:58,810 --> 00:43:56,330 okay I'm sorry go ahead um well you said 1071 00:44:02,230 --> 00:43:58,820 earlier that by doing this what you've 1072 00:44:05,920 --> 00:44:02,240 done that you actually discovered some 1073 00:44:10,060 --> 00:44:05,930 real true things about 9/11 what really 1074 00:44:12,490 --> 00:44:10,070 happened can you fill us in on anything 1075 00:44:15,280 --> 00:44:12,500 that you discovered or go into detail 1076 00:44:17,770 --> 00:44:15,290 about anything I'll go into one I'll 1077 00:44:19,570 --> 00:44:17,780 only tell you into one and and that's 1078 00:44:21,310 --> 00:44:19,580 this as far as I will go because you 1079 00:44:22,720 --> 00:44:21,320 have to understand you have to be 1080 00:44:24,790 --> 00:44:22,730 responsible with certain information 1081 00:44:27,670 --> 00:44:24,800 that you have I can tell it's not 1082 00:44:30,510 --> 00:44:27,680 anything you need to fear but you have 1083 00:44:35,970 --> 00:44:33,080 you become aware of something else 1084 00:44:38,070 --> 00:44:35,980 everyone is still playing a game every 1085 00:44:40,200 --> 00:44:38,080 stone is still playing their thing I do 1086 00:44:42,180 --> 00:44:40,210 not want to be that [\h__\h] to just you 1087 00:44:44,640 --> 00:44:42,190 know go in and just mess it up for them 1088 00:44:47,070 --> 00:44:44,650 because that is still a possibility no 1089 00:44:48,690 --> 00:44:47,080 sure honor on certain levels not every 1090 00:44:51,210 --> 00:44:48,700 level but on certain levels if you go 1091 00:44:52,800 --> 00:44:51,220 fire far high enough that would have 1092 00:44:54,900 --> 00:44:52,810 been the purpose as well because at all 1093 00:44:56,610 --> 00:44:54,910 there's no accidents all theis in but 1094 00:44:58,890 --> 00:44:56,620 for you immediately because I don't want 1095 00:45:01,410 --> 00:44:58,900 to create too much discord you know I 1096 00:45:03,120 --> 00:45:01,420 cannot reveal all that I've learned 1097 00:45:06,780 --> 00:45:03,130 about this but there's only one single 1098 00:45:07,980 --> 00:45:06,790 thing and I think this is also tie in 1099 00:45:12,240 --> 00:45:07,990 almost everything else you've 1100 00:45:15,570 --> 00:45:12,250 experienced so few friends of mine 1101 00:45:17,850 --> 00:45:15,580 there were came over to my house and I'm 1102 00:45:19,710 --> 00:45:17,860 bringing this up in this particular way 1103 00:45:22,290 --> 00:45:19,720 because I know what people's beliefs are 1104 00:45:24,390 --> 00:45:22,300 about psychedelics so when I tell them 1105 00:45:26,370 --> 00:45:24,400 that I discovered this information on 1106 00:45:28,140 --> 00:45:26,380 psychedelics it'll make it easy for me 1107 00:45:29,850 --> 00:45:28,150 because they tell me oh it's [\h__\h] I 1108 00:45:31,800 --> 00:45:29,860 know I can believe this so you know 1109 00:45:33,720 --> 00:45:31,810 it'll kind of clear me on that so I'm 1110 00:45:35,160 --> 00:45:33,730 bringing it up on a purpose I could have 1111 00:45:37,410 --> 00:45:35,170 just told your story without bringing 1112 00:45:40,440 --> 00:45:37,420 this up but I'm telling you this is what 1113 00:45:43,290 --> 00:45:40,450 I got on that as we're sitting there 1114 00:45:45,450 --> 00:45:43,300 it's been it's been you know it takes a 1115 00:45:47,820 --> 00:45:45,460 while to give yourself this permission 1116 00:45:49,890 --> 00:45:47,830 slip to go into the state that that is 1117 00:45:51,510 --> 00:45:49,900 required to understand who you are and 1118 00:45:53,430 --> 00:45:51,520 to start feeling the connection to 1119 00:45:55,320 --> 00:45:53,440 everything and as we're sitting there we 1120 00:45:56,790 --> 00:45:55,330 started looking at each other and we 1121 00:45:58,860 --> 00:45:56,800 didn't even have to speak to each other 1122 00:46:00,840 --> 00:45:58,870 anymore we just laughed because we 1123 00:46:03,000 --> 00:46:00,850 understood what the other one was 1124 00:46:05,010 --> 00:46:03,010 already thinking you know and then all 1125 00:46:06,930 --> 00:46:05,020 of the sudden there was a money I 1126 00:46:09,150 --> 00:46:06,940 believe that was there and we looked at 1127 00:46:10,920 --> 00:46:09,160 that I and I said all the Illuminati and 1128 00:46:12,630 --> 00:46:10,930 we all just started laughing oh they're 1129 00:46:14,400 --> 00:46:12,640 trying to kill us and I saw I was 1130 00:46:16,440 --> 00:46:14,410 laughing the other two were still 1131 00:46:18,660 --> 00:46:16,450 laughing but then I almost just got this 1132 00:46:23,970 --> 00:46:18,670 like I went deeper into my experience 1133 00:46:26,280 --> 00:46:23,980 and saw that there's maybe I couldn't I 1134 00:46:29,070 --> 00:46:26,290 can't give you specifics but there was 1135 00:46:34,740 --> 00:46:29,080 almost like this group of five or six 1136 00:46:37,440 --> 00:46:34,750 people beings if you will that have been 1137 00:46:41,910 --> 00:46:37,450 chosen not to play this game 1138 00:46:43,559 --> 00:46:41,920 they're almost like if you will they're 1139 00:46:46,049 --> 00:46:43,569 almost like these 1140 00:46:49,109 --> 00:46:46,059 vanity keepers for for this experience 1141 00:46:51,569 --> 00:46:49,119 because if you had too many people doing 1142 00:46:53,819 --> 00:46:51,579 too many independent things it could 1143 00:46:55,499 --> 00:46:53,829 create too much chaos and so we would 1144 00:46:57,809 --> 00:46:55,509 never be able to really function as a 1145 00:46:58,859 --> 00:46:57,819 society it would be too much of dis 1146 00:47:01,199 --> 00:46:58,869 coordinates and everything would just 1147 00:47:04,049 --> 00:47:01,209 break apart we would just kill each 1148 00:47:05,699 --> 00:47:04,059 other you know so it's almost like 1149 00:47:07,380 --> 00:47:05,709 they're been assigned they're part of 1150 00:47:10,979 --> 00:47:07,390 our collective of all that we call 1151 00:47:14,670 --> 00:47:10,989 ourselves as humans that they are kind 1152 00:47:18,420 --> 00:47:14,680 of from the higher down it trickles down 1153 00:47:20,370 --> 00:47:18,430 into business owners and landowners and 1154 00:47:23,719 --> 00:47:20,380 company owners and all these other 1155 00:47:26,489 --> 00:47:23,729 things that what we perceive as 1156 00:47:29,579 --> 00:47:26,499 controlling the world is actually 1157 00:47:31,469 --> 00:47:29,589 keeping of small aspects of the world 1158 00:47:34,229 --> 00:47:31,479 still running so that not everything 1159 00:47:37,890 --> 00:47:34,239 falls apart now the people that we look 1160 00:47:39,989 --> 00:47:37,900 at the globalists and look at the you 1161 00:47:42,120 --> 00:47:39,999 know Rothschilds and the Bilderberg 1162 00:47:44,370 --> 00:47:42,130 meetings and all these other things 1163 00:47:46,380 --> 00:47:44,380 tell far from being the Illuminati 1164 00:47:47,519 --> 00:47:46,390 because it never made sense to me why 1165 00:47:50,509 --> 00:47:47,529 would you call yourselves the 1166 00:47:53,430 --> 00:47:50,519 illuminated ones yet to do in such 1167 00:47:55,380 --> 00:47:53,440 closed-minded things you know only when 1168 00:47:58,140 --> 00:47:55,390 I allowed myself to go as deep as I had 1169 00:48:00,539 --> 00:47:58,150 to go that I find out that even these 1170 00:48:02,819 --> 00:48:00,549 these people are not aware of them that 1171 00:48:05,430 --> 00:48:02,829 they're simply just doing us a favor 1172 00:48:07,140 --> 00:48:05,440 just keeping the ship afloat until we 1173 00:48:10,410 --> 00:48:07,150 come up to that same level as they are 1174 00:48:12,900 --> 00:48:10,420 and then we can understand that oh wait 1175 00:48:14,999 --> 00:48:12,910 this one-world government we've been 1176 00:48:18,959 --> 00:48:15,009 fearing it's actually a representation 1177 00:48:20,729 --> 00:48:18,969 of the oneness that we already are so it 1178 00:48:22,979 --> 00:48:20,739 will basically help us kind of 1179 00:48:24,809 --> 00:48:22,989 understand that we're going towards this 1180 00:48:26,549 --> 00:48:24,819 one-world government anyway but it's not 1181 00:48:30,269 --> 00:48:26,559 going to be all dark and gloom at the 1182 00:48:33,089 --> 00:48:30,279 end of the day you know now if I did not 1183 00:48:35,069 --> 00:48:33,099 have that experience myself and and and 1184 00:48:36,779 --> 00:48:35,079 and it was such an experience that was 1185 00:48:38,640 --> 00:48:36,789 even more real as this one it was 1186 00:48:40,529 --> 00:48:38,650 there's so many connections and 1187 00:48:42,359 --> 00:48:40,539 understandings that made perfect sense 1188 00:48:44,789 --> 00:48:42,369 why everything is working the way does 1189 00:48:47,189 --> 00:48:44,799 that there was no way I could doubt it 1190 00:48:48,930 --> 00:48:47,199 you know it just made perfect because I 1191 00:48:51,630 --> 00:48:48,940 there was nothing hidden to me I was 1192 00:48:53,849 --> 00:48:51,640 aware of every aspect at that time now 1193 00:48:56,279 --> 00:48:53,859 of course coming back here it was it 1194 00:48:57,620 --> 00:48:56,289 fate slowly all I could do is just like 1195 00:48:59,329 --> 00:48:57,630 try to ingrain in my 1196 00:49:01,130 --> 00:48:59,339 and said remember it's not bad it's not 1197 00:49:03,109 --> 00:49:01,140 bad remember this I could just remember 1198 00:49:04,940 --> 00:49:03,119 all these little dots I don't have that 1199 00:49:07,039 --> 00:49:04,950 I don't feel that connection all the 1200 00:49:10,640 --> 00:49:07,049 time but that's what happened to me at 1201 00:49:13,249 --> 00:49:10,650 that moment so that is one aspect the 1202 00:49:16,630 --> 00:49:13,259 one but well see it's the thing is 1203 00:49:21,470 --> 00:49:16,640 they're not people there's almost like 1204 00:49:24,470 --> 00:49:21,480 soul aspects of our collective right 1205 00:49:26,900 --> 00:49:24,480 right and you can see what they do and I 1206 00:49:29,150 --> 00:49:26,910 could see the the fearful reactions we 1207 00:49:31,069 --> 00:49:29,160 have on their actions and then we label 1208 00:49:33,650 --> 00:49:31,079 it as dark and and this is not what I 1209 00:49:37,039 --> 00:49:33,660 want and so on now because think about 1210 00:49:39,470 --> 00:49:37,049 this at the end of the day we all want 1211 00:49:41,269 --> 00:49:39,480 oneness we all want to be together we 1212 00:49:43,220 --> 00:49:41,279 all want everything to work perfectly 1213 00:49:44,900 --> 00:49:43,230 fine we want other countries to be 1214 00:49:46,910 --> 00:49:44,910 together you know we don't want to have 1215 00:49:48,769 --> 00:49:46,920 borders we don't want to be enemies you 1216 00:49:50,960 --> 00:49:48,779 know but because of our belief system 1217 00:49:52,700 --> 00:49:50,970 that I cannot trust you because I don't 1218 00:49:55,069 --> 00:49:52,710 know what's going on in your head we 1219 00:49:57,109 --> 00:49:55,079 create these walls you know I don't know 1220 00:49:58,670 --> 00:49:57,119 you could be a psycho for all I know you 1221 00:50:00,319 --> 00:49:58,680 know it's like I could be like hey how 1222 00:50:02,779 --> 00:50:00,329 are you shake your hand and you stab me 1223 00:50:04,519 --> 00:50:02,789 that is your egos mind mind your egos 1224 00:50:07,249 --> 00:50:04,529 point of view that has those constant 1225 00:50:09,289 --> 00:50:07,259 fears so we're constantly allowed that 1226 00:50:11,690 --> 00:50:09,299 to be our controlling mechanism in the 1227 00:50:13,700 --> 00:50:11,700 world so if we go we always say oh yeah 1228 00:50:15,349 --> 00:50:13,710 when I met this guy I could just send so 1229 00:50:17,240 --> 00:50:15,359 you know there's something about him or 1230 00:50:19,849 --> 00:50:17,250 oh I met this person I would just 1231 00:50:21,980 --> 00:50:19,859 immediately got along you know we like 1232 00:50:25,099 --> 00:50:21,990 to think that that's you know some kind 1233 00:50:26,779 --> 00:50:25,109 of you know connection that we felt but 1234 00:50:28,819 --> 00:50:26,789 it was actually your ego being there the 1235 00:50:30,559 --> 00:50:28,829 whole time you know going like yeah it's 1236 00:50:32,420 --> 00:50:30,569 okay to be friends with this guy but not 1237 00:50:34,670 --> 00:50:32,430 okay with that guy you know it's 1238 00:50:37,339 --> 00:50:34,680 important to understand that the ego is 1239 00:50:40,730 --> 00:50:37,349 not in charge but at the same time it is 1240 00:50:42,890 --> 00:50:40,740 not evil you know can you say like 1241 00:50:44,480 --> 00:50:42,900 Bashar says and it's he didn't say like 1242 00:50:46,490 --> 00:50:44,490 this but can you say that the breathing 1243 00:50:48,410 --> 00:50:46,500 mask that you need in the water can you 1244 00:50:49,910 --> 00:50:48,420 say that it is evil it's not it just 1245 00:50:51,859 --> 00:50:49,920 serves the purpose you can breathe 1246 00:50:53,809 --> 00:50:51,869 underwater and when you come back up you 1247 00:50:56,059 --> 00:50:53,819 wouldn't need any more same thing here 1248 00:50:58,220 --> 00:50:56,069 this reality and the way we play it and 1249 00:51:00,769 --> 00:50:58,230 the way we live in the ego plays a role 1250 00:51:02,990 --> 00:51:00,779 it has a localized consciousness it runs 1251 00:51:04,220 --> 00:51:03,000 the body it breathes you blink you 1252 00:51:07,819 --> 00:51:04,230 breathe you do what you got to do 1253 00:51:10,810 --> 00:51:07,829 without thinking you know and you know 1254 00:51:13,570 --> 00:51:10,820 but over time we've we've turned 1255 00:51:15,340 --> 00:51:13,580 to science you know science is important 1256 00:51:16,720 --> 00:51:15,350 I really agree with science with a lot 1257 00:51:18,730 --> 00:51:16,730 of things but you have to understand 1258 00:51:21,160 --> 00:51:18,740 science measures things that you can 1259 00:51:23,410 --> 00:51:21,170 observe and witness you know and somehow 1260 00:51:25,060 --> 00:51:23,420 along the way we've said but only 1261 00:51:26,920 --> 00:51:25,070 science can prove this only then will I 1262 00:51:28,420 --> 00:51:26,930 believe it and you're doing yourself a 1263 00:51:31,540 --> 00:51:28,430 great disservice when you limit yourself 1264 00:51:35,200 --> 00:51:31,550 in such ways you know because you know 1265 00:51:36,820 --> 00:51:35,210 science works only as well as something 1266 00:51:40,690 --> 00:51:36,830 new comes around to disprove the 1267 00:51:42,400 --> 00:51:40,700 previous theory so as malleable it is 1268 00:51:44,980 --> 00:51:42,410 you have to understand it's important to 1269 00:51:47,080 --> 00:51:44,990 stay malleable with it you know and not 1270 00:51:49,720 --> 00:51:47,090 just constantly saying ya know my 1271 00:51:51,730 --> 00:51:49,730 experience going to this area you know 1272 00:51:54,190 --> 00:51:51,740 it's been like this therefore every 1273 00:51:56,080 --> 00:51:54,200 single time I go to this area I'm gonna 1274 00:51:57,760 --> 00:51:56,090 have to have a bad experience like my 1275 00:52:00,610 --> 00:51:57,770 mom she came over to my house one day 1276 00:52:02,650 --> 00:52:00,620 and she said I mean I told her I got bit 1277 00:52:04,540 --> 00:52:02,660 by a snake at this spot every single 1278 00:52:06,490 --> 00:52:04,550 time she would make this big so go 1279 00:52:08,050 --> 00:52:06,500 around to go around it you know and I 1280 00:52:09,640 --> 00:52:08,060 will try to talk to said mom the snake 1281 00:52:11,260 --> 00:52:09,650 is not sitting there trying to bite you 1282 00:52:12,910 --> 00:52:11,270 every time you come visit me I don't 1283 00:52:15,130 --> 00:52:12,920 know what I just feel and say that's 1284 00:52:16,870 --> 00:52:15,140 your ego side you know it's like I 1285 00:52:19,270 --> 00:52:16,880 cannot help that some people feel that 1286 00:52:22,330 --> 00:52:19,280 way I can only hope and courage and and 1287 00:52:24,700 --> 00:52:22,340 try to give my piece of wisdom if you 1288 00:52:27,040 --> 00:52:24,710 can call it that to to try to ease their 1289 00:52:30,700 --> 00:52:27,050 suffering to try to ease their distrust 1290 00:52:32,650 --> 00:52:30,710 to try to ease their misunderstanding so 1291 00:52:35,140 --> 00:52:32,660 anyway so that is the only aspect if you 1292 00:52:43,400 --> 00:52:35,150 don't mind I'd like to share about 9/11 1293 00:53:01,430 --> 00:52:51,279 to describe so perky in Texas in Florida 1294 00:53:10,069 --> 00:53:04,930 do you see that is doing it individuals 1295 00:53:12,200 --> 00:53:10,079 definitely will see it has it has a 1296 00:53:14,299 --> 00:53:12,210 different effect on us that are here 1297 00:53:16,370 --> 00:53:14,309 that supports to the people that are 1298 00:53:19,099 --> 00:53:16,380 actually experiencing it because then 1299 00:53:21,680 --> 00:53:19,109 you have to and it doesn't require it 1300 00:53:22,730 --> 00:53:21,690 does require this great mystical thing 1301 00:53:25,130 --> 00:53:22,740 to figure this out it's very 1302 00:53:27,289 --> 00:53:25,140 straightforward there's a guy that I 1303 00:53:31,400 --> 00:53:27,299 interviewed called the David sir Venus 1304 00:53:34,660 --> 00:53:31,410 David ray Venus and he calls what he 1305 00:53:38,120 --> 00:53:34,670 said he calls it the waking dream and 1306 00:53:40,190 --> 00:53:38,130 waking dream right and what he talks 1307 00:53:42,770 --> 00:53:40,200 about is that our life is a it's a 1308 00:53:45,380 --> 00:53:42,780 waking dream and so whatever experiences 1309 00:53:47,750 --> 00:53:45,390 you experiencing they're happening to 1310 00:53:51,500 --> 00:53:47,760 you to learn the lesson so you have to 1311 00:53:54,500 --> 00:53:51,510 then look at water and what it is what 1312 00:53:57,289 --> 00:53:54,510 it is that it does by itself it can 1313 00:54:00,920 --> 00:53:57,299 cleanse it can destroy you know it can 1314 00:54:03,500 --> 00:54:00,930 drown you you know it can do a variety 1315 00:54:05,809 --> 00:54:03,510 of things and so each one of those 1316 00:54:08,210 --> 00:54:05,819 different meanings apply to different 1317 00:54:10,370 --> 00:54:08,220 person you know so you can have two 1318 00:54:11,660 --> 00:54:10,380 people their neighbors their houses 1319 00:54:14,299 --> 00:54:11,670 drowned and it will have two different 1320 00:54:16,309 --> 00:54:14,309 meanings you know having for example in 1321 00:54:17,839 --> 00:54:16,319 houses drown houses get flooded and 1322 00:54:18,410 --> 00:54:17,849 it'll have two different meanings to 1323 00:54:20,000 --> 00:54:18,420 those people 1324 00:54:21,559 --> 00:54:20,010 it felt something different it meant 1325 00:54:23,329 --> 00:54:21,569 something different to one than it did 1326 00:54:26,000 --> 00:54:23,339 to the other but what's important is 1327 00:54:27,410 --> 00:54:26,010 that feeling that you felt as something 1328 00:54:29,329 --> 00:54:27,420 was happening whether you're watching 1329 00:54:32,539 --> 00:54:29,339 something you loved being destroyed or 1330 00:54:35,240 --> 00:54:32,549 whether you know you facing a fear of 1331 00:54:37,039 --> 00:54:35,250 water because you you almost drown as a 1332 00:54:38,870 --> 00:54:37,049 kid you know all these things are 1333 00:54:41,390 --> 00:54:38,880 important for you to start looking into 1334 00:54:42,650 --> 00:54:41,400 those emotions that we just say oh I 1335 00:54:44,059 --> 00:54:42,660 don't want to go there you know it's 1336 00:54:47,180 --> 00:54:44,069 creeps me out I don't want to go there 1337 00:54:50,019 --> 00:54:47,190 go there you know because that emotion 1338 00:54:54,380 --> 00:54:50,029 is what will then tell you who you are 1339 00:54:56,870 --> 00:54:54,390 because remember because everything is 1340 00:54:57,440 --> 00:54:56,880 you right you have to create that 1341 00:54:59,900 --> 00:54:57,450 scenario 1342 00:55:00,829 --> 00:54:59,910 so if your house gets flooded what does 1343 00:55:03,980 --> 00:55:00,839 that mean to you 1344 00:55:06,020 --> 00:55:03,990 you know I'm David rhew Venus for 1345 00:55:08,450 --> 00:55:06,030 example would then sit you down and then 1346 00:55:10,609 --> 00:55:08,460 you have he's a lot better at this I 1347 00:55:12,500 --> 00:55:10,619 stand what he does it's not something I 1348 00:55:15,980 --> 00:55:12,510 want to be doing but he will sit and you 1349 00:55:17,630 --> 00:55:15,990 for example tell him your story your you 1350 00:55:19,430 --> 00:55:17,640 know events and then he'll break it down 1351 00:55:21,380 --> 00:55:19,440 to you to where you can understand what 1352 00:55:23,690 --> 00:55:21,390 it meant you know because for example in 1353 00:55:26,120 --> 00:55:23,700 this video that I did with him he used 1354 00:55:29,329 --> 00:55:26,130 an example of a guy who loved marmalade 1355 00:55:30,710 --> 00:55:29,339 and then it splattered this cancer 1356 00:55:33,559 --> 00:55:30,720 marmalade splattered on the kitchen 1357 00:55:37,010 --> 00:55:33,569 floor you know so basically he break it 1358 00:55:38,960 --> 00:55:37,020 down about you know you desire what the 1359 00:55:41,359 --> 00:55:38,970 house means what that hardwood floor 1360 00:55:43,370 --> 00:55:41,369 means what the shattered glass means you 1361 00:55:44,839 --> 00:55:43,380 know it's it's all self exploratory if 1362 00:55:46,670 --> 00:55:44,849 you're simply willing to look into it 1363 00:55:48,079 --> 00:55:46,680 and not look at it as this is woohoo 1364 00:55:50,960 --> 00:55:48,089 this is [\h__\h] I don't want us to go 1365 00:55:53,150 --> 00:55:50,970 there you know it will it will if you 1366 00:55:55,099 --> 00:55:53,160 simply are open minded to to understand 1367 00:56:09,860 --> 00:55:55,109 it you will get the meaning of every 1368 00:56:20,400 --> 00:56:17,220 besides that good question because not 1369 00:56:23,430 --> 00:56:20,410 everyone would like that personally what 1370 00:56:25,320 --> 00:56:23,440 I found the most is a meditation in 1371 00:56:30,510 --> 00:56:25,330 combination with with breathing 1372 00:56:33,600 --> 00:56:30,520 exercises now the what I found very 1373 00:56:35,400 --> 00:56:33,610 interesting is that it took about maybe 1374 00:56:37,110 --> 00:56:35,410 about a week I don't want to give a 1375 00:56:38,430 --> 00:56:37,120 limit because if I tell you you you say 1376 00:56:38,850 --> 00:56:38,440 oh what a new week I should get there 1377 00:56:41,250 --> 00:56:38,860 too 1378 00:56:43,440 --> 00:56:41,260 please start out to think that way it 1379 00:56:45,510 --> 00:56:43,450 took about a week for me just to stop my 1380 00:56:47,430 --> 00:56:45,520 mind to talk every time I would sit down 1381 00:56:49,740 --> 00:56:47,440 and close my eyes to meditate you know 1382 00:56:52,170 --> 00:56:49,750 like you know going through like okay 1383 00:56:54,270 --> 00:56:52,180 tomorrow I gotta go lunch and then I'm 1384 00:56:55,680 --> 00:56:54,280 gonna meet this friend you know and then 1385 00:56:57,330 --> 00:56:55,690 my back starts hurting I'm like I'm 1386 00:56:59,190 --> 00:56:57,340 gonna make me sandwich you know and so 1387 00:57:01,530 --> 00:56:59,200 we get up so next day you know I was 1388 00:57:02,880 --> 00:57:01,540 saying do the same thing and I kept 1389 00:57:04,470 --> 00:57:02,890 trying because I knew I was like whoa 1390 00:57:06,540 --> 00:57:04,480 then what are all these other crazy 1391 00:57:08,580 --> 00:57:06,550 people doing how come I can't close my 1392 00:57:10,500 --> 00:57:08,590 eyes and see what they see so I just 1393 00:57:13,740 --> 00:57:10,510 kept pushing it kept pushing until I 1394 00:57:17,280 --> 00:57:13,750 finally after about a week with the 1395 00:57:20,400 --> 00:57:17,290 meditation and breathing but simply and 1396 00:57:21,780 --> 00:57:20,410 and this was also directed to me because 1397 00:57:23,730 --> 00:57:21,790 I was listening to a channel buddy 1398 00:57:25,740 --> 00:57:23,740 Bashar and he talks about how we're 1399 00:57:27,000 --> 00:57:25,750 shallow breathers you know now I said 1400 00:57:28,440 --> 00:57:27,010 what do you mean shallow breathers and 1401 00:57:31,590 --> 00:57:28,450 sure enough I was sitting there and I 1402 00:57:33,420 --> 00:57:31,600 was just that's as far as we most of us 1403 00:57:35,160 --> 00:57:33,430 breathe you know and he describes why 1404 00:57:41,550 --> 00:57:35,170 but that's not important right now so I 1405 00:57:43,290 --> 00:57:41,560 made myself literally go you know and 1406 00:57:45,060 --> 00:57:43,300 just keep doing that at first you get 1407 00:57:46,440 --> 00:57:45,070 dizzy and all that because your brain is 1408 00:57:48,690 --> 00:57:46,450 getting oxygen that you've been 1409 00:57:50,880 --> 00:57:48,700 depriving it for so long you know and 1410 00:57:51,750 --> 00:57:50,890 then after you get used to that for a 1411 00:57:54,060 --> 00:57:51,760 few more days 1412 00:57:57,240 --> 00:57:54,070 you are what started happening to me 1413 00:57:59,280 --> 00:57:57,250 it's like these I could only see flashes 1414 00:58:01,620 --> 00:57:59,290 of some light but it will almost feel 1415 00:58:03,330 --> 00:58:01,630 like a small zapping of energy but I 1416 00:58:05,910 --> 00:58:03,340 would just do this and as I was sitting 1417 00:58:08,250 --> 00:58:05,920 they would just go like this you know 1418 00:58:10,830 --> 00:58:08,260 and I would just occasionally shake and 1419 00:58:14,010 --> 00:58:10,840 I knew it wasn't me doing it because I 1420 00:58:15,990 --> 00:58:14,020 could see this in this void oh by the 1421 00:58:19,830 --> 00:58:16,000 way also that void 1422 00:58:22,890 --> 00:58:19,840 into from from staring in your in your 1423 00:58:25,260 --> 00:58:22,900 eyelids into this vast void of 1424 00:58:27,510 --> 00:58:25,270 nothingness you know and that's when I 1425 00:58:29,520 --> 00:58:27,520 then started having these little zaps 1426 00:58:31,200 --> 00:58:29,530 you know stuff and my body will change 1427 00:58:32,640 --> 00:58:31,210 so I would play around with that a 1428 00:58:34,859 --> 00:58:32,650 little bit now what particularly 1429 00:58:36,690 --> 00:58:34,869 happened to me I wasn't seeing too much 1430 00:58:38,550 --> 00:58:36,700 vision too many visual things and like 1431 00:58:40,859 --> 00:58:38,560 with every other experience ever had I'm 1432 00:58:44,130 --> 00:58:40,869 a very emotional person so everything to 1433 00:58:46,260 --> 00:58:44,140 me came emotionally so that if people 1434 00:58:47,580 --> 00:58:46,270 talk about oh I saw pictures of oneness 1435 00:58:50,130 --> 00:58:47,590 and I could see all these people being 1436 00:58:52,859 --> 00:58:50,140 together I would feel that you know if I 1437 00:58:55,859 --> 00:58:52,869 you know I would feel you know think 1438 00:58:57,960 --> 00:58:55,869 surround me I would feel the energetic 1439 00:59:00,390 --> 00:58:57,970 makeup of the table the chair I'm 1440 00:59:02,180 --> 00:59:00,400 sitting in and so on so can I hope 1441 00:59:06,450 --> 00:59:02,190 there's a kind of answer to a question 1442 00:59:08,820 --> 00:59:06,460 right because it's a there's many 1443 00:59:10,530 --> 00:59:08,830 different models for a while they're 1444 00:59:12,390 --> 00:59:10,540 just mainly I was trying to lose some 1445 00:59:15,870 --> 00:59:12,400 weight I was like you know doing some 1446 00:59:17,820 --> 00:59:15,880 yoga and whatnot discovered yoga can can 1447 00:59:19,710 --> 00:59:17,830 get you in that same state because you 1448 00:59:21,690 --> 00:59:19,720 have to breathe and physically move in a 1449 00:59:24,420 --> 00:59:21,700 certain way the kind of disconnects that 1450 00:59:26,790 --> 00:59:24,430 little click of your ego mine and I have 1451 00:59:28,740 --> 00:59:26,800 to drip-a jet it to myself and then it 1452 00:59:31,890 --> 00:59:28,750 of the sudden gets you in this harmony 1453 00:59:34,140 --> 00:59:31,900 between your pure thoughts and emotions 1454 00:59:36,120 --> 00:59:34,150 and your physical movement you know so 1455 00:59:38,250 --> 00:59:36,130 it had the same effect it's just only 1456 00:59:39,990 --> 00:59:38,260 that I'm a very impatient person I know 1457 00:59:43,620 --> 00:59:40,000 that about myself so hums like give me 1458 00:59:45,359 --> 00:59:43,630 some LSD you know you know so but here's 1459 00:59:47,490 --> 00:59:45,369 the thing I have to correct if you don't 1460 00:59:49,920 --> 00:59:47,500 say something about this not everyone 1461 00:59:52,170 --> 00:59:49,930 will have that answer I have so many 1462 00:59:54,089 --> 00:59:52,180 people that even they've been let's just 1463 00:59:56,339 --> 00:59:54,099 say for lack of better word I don't like 1464 00:59:58,230 --> 00:59:56,349 it users for many years don't just tell 1465 01:00:00,839 --> 00:59:58,240 me oh yeah man you know you gonna feel 1466 01:00:02,820 --> 01:00:00,849 funny color so gonna be cool you know 1467 01:00:04,200 --> 01:00:02,830 don't eat anything on it because when 1468 01:00:05,820 --> 01:00:04,210 you're on it and you eat something it's 1469 01:00:07,050 --> 01:00:05,830 gonna stay so good it's never going to 1470 01:00:08,970 --> 01:00:07,060 taste the same way again you're just 1471 01:00:10,349 --> 01:00:08,980 gonna hate it you know they give me all 1472 01:00:12,630 --> 01:00:10,359 these explanations and I'm like uh-huh 1473 01:00:14,910 --> 01:00:12,640 uh-huh okay great uh-huh right right 1474 01:00:17,099 --> 01:00:14,920 right and so when I tried it I sat down 1475 01:00:18,599 --> 01:00:17,109 and freaking you universe opened up I 1476 01:00:20,820 --> 01:00:18,609 went back and I was telling about all 1477 01:00:22,380 --> 01:00:20,830 this is like must have had a bad badge 1478 01:00:24,720 --> 01:00:22,390 yeah it's a bad bad you know 1479 01:00:27,330 --> 01:00:24,730 and so that's when I realize not 1480 01:00:29,280 --> 01:00:27,340 everyone will get to that even whatever 1481 01:00:30,780 --> 01:00:29,290 permission slip I have to correct you 1482 01:00:33,600 --> 01:00:30,790 know not correct I have to mention that 1483 01:00:35,280 --> 01:00:33,610 it's just a permission slip you know 1484 01:00:37,920 --> 01:00:35,290 whether you use meditation whatever 1485 01:00:40,230 --> 01:00:37,930 other substances you use they will 1486 01:00:43,170 --> 01:00:40,240 simply be a permission slip but you have 1487 01:00:45,180 --> 01:00:43,180 to follow you in a gut I don't want you 1488 01:00:46,920 --> 01:00:45,190 know part my friends but all the cities 1489 01:00:48,270 --> 01:00:46,930 out there going to take a line of coke 1490 01:00:50,340 --> 01:00:48,280 and I know if something that they said I 1491 01:00:52,470 --> 01:00:50,350 can do coke and I'll be fine no it's not 1492 01:00:54,810 --> 01:00:52,480 you know you have to follow your inner 1493 01:00:56,790 --> 01:00:54,820 guidance you and inner intuition that 1494 01:00:59,940 --> 01:00:56,800 you feel and say I'm going to do this 1495 01:01:02,160 --> 01:00:59,950 but not that you know and it's up to you 1496 01:01:03,960 --> 01:01:02,170 to be your own master and teacher in 1497 01:01:06,270 --> 01:01:03,970 your life to find the answers you're 1498 01:01:08,550 --> 01:01:06,280 looking for and not to go oh I burned 1499 01:01:10,200 --> 01:01:08,560 myself it's his fault you know it's like 1500 01:01:11,640 --> 01:01:10,210 it's then you're not doing anything 1501 01:01:13,680 --> 01:01:11,650 different than what we haven't done for 1502 01:01:18,820 --> 01:01:13,690 centuries you know it's always someone 1503 01:01:25,150 --> 01:01:23,050 I wanted to say that after 9/11 it 1504 01:01:28,420 --> 01:01:25,160 seemed like a lot of people start seeing 1505 01:01:32,500 --> 01:01:28,430 waking up at 9/11 and might have trigger 1506 01:01:34,500 --> 01:01:32,510 on the mind subconscious mind and you 1507 01:01:39,190 --> 01:01:34,510 know then they progressed to seeing 1508 01:01:42,690 --> 01:01:39,200 11:11 or sequence of numbers of 333 but 1509 01:01:45,670 --> 01:01:42,700 it always appears that observation 1510 01:01:51,460 --> 01:01:45,680 talking to numerous people they always 1511 01:01:53,740 --> 01:01:51,470 start off with the 911 well what I 1512 01:01:55,330 --> 01:01:53,750 discovered about that it's the the 1513 01:01:57,370 --> 01:01:55,340 different numbers that might come up are 1514 01:02:00,190 --> 01:01:57,380 personal to you whether it's three three 1515 01:02:03,190 --> 01:02:00,200 three one one one you know whatever you 1516 01:02:05,050 --> 01:02:03,200 have to discover that but what I I asked 1517 01:02:06,910 --> 01:02:05,060 when I was out there you know for lack 1518 01:02:09,130 --> 01:02:06,920 of a better word out there whatever out 1519 01:02:10,960 --> 01:02:09,140 there is when I was in here you know I 1520 01:02:14,950 --> 01:02:10,970 asked what that meant and it's basically 1521 01:02:18,280 --> 01:02:14,960 a physical representation to your 1522 01:02:19,390 --> 01:02:18,290 physical self that the is everything is 1523 01:02:22,000 --> 01:02:19,400 according to plan 1524 01:02:23,500 --> 01:02:22,010 you know just simply like whatever 1525 01:02:25,870 --> 01:02:23,510 you're thinking you know it's like you 1526 01:02:27,730 --> 01:02:25,880 know you know maybe I should take this 1527 01:02:30,220 --> 01:02:27,740 job you know we're supposed to say turn 1528 01:02:32,650 --> 01:02:30,230 around it's at 11:11 you know or you 1529 01:02:34,450 --> 01:02:32,660 know maybe I should change you know the 1530 01:02:35,950 --> 01:02:34,460 way I do things in my life because this 1531 01:02:38,860 --> 01:02:35,960 has been working for me look down it's 1532 01:02:40,840 --> 01:02:38,870 for 44 you know it has these you know 1533 01:02:44,650 --> 01:02:40,850 simple symbolic representations that 1534 01:02:46,600 --> 01:02:44,660 it's a a point in your life that has 1535 01:02:48,820 --> 01:02:46,610 come to you in a purpose there's your 1536 01:02:51,280 --> 01:02:48,830 physical proof that you know things are 1537 01:02:53,590 --> 01:02:51,290 happening by these repetitive numbers 1538 01:02:56,440 --> 01:02:53,600 because it happens once you won't catch 1539 01:02:58,240 --> 01:02:56,450 it now personally I kept seeing it for 1540 01:03:00,310 --> 01:02:58,250 years after and I was still like the 1541 01:03:01,900 --> 01:03:00,320 village idiot didn't get it you know it 1542 01:03:03,160 --> 01:03:01,910 took me a long time until somebody said 1543 01:03:05,050 --> 01:03:03,170 hey there's this numbers that keep 1544 01:03:06,760 --> 01:03:05,060 happening like that happened to me you 1545 01:03:09,010 --> 01:03:06,770 know only then I had my you know 1546 01:03:10,870 --> 01:03:09,020 epiphany and and started to feel more 1547 01:03:12,190 --> 01:03:10,880 about this you know going in and 1548 01:03:14,680 --> 01:03:12,200 figuring out why is this happening and 1549 01:03:14,950 --> 01:03:14,690 found my answers but even I didn't get 1550 01:03:17,620 --> 01:03:14,960 it 1551 01:03:19,750 --> 01:03:17,630 you know SSS open minded and I like to 1552 01:03:21,790 --> 01:03:19,760 call myself you know so everyone has 1553 01:03:25,570 --> 01:03:21,800 their own little thing but it's mainly 1554 01:03:28,000 --> 01:03:25,580 just these pointers to say you're on the 1555 01:03:29,920 --> 01:03:28,010 path you need to be or I should say on 1556 01:03:31,930 --> 01:03:29,930 the path you set out for yourself 1557 01:03:36,099 --> 01:03:31,940 because they need not need it's really 1558 01:03:39,789 --> 01:03:36,109 all just really objective you know or 1559 01:03:42,099 --> 01:03:39,799 subjective yeah no more subjective so 1560 01:03:43,720 --> 01:03:42,109 yeah it's it's you're gonna have to do 1561 01:03:46,690 --> 01:03:43,730 some more searching and figure out if 1562 01:03:48,309 --> 01:03:46,700 you're getting 911 often you know or if 1563 01:03:50,289 --> 01:03:48,319 you're getting certain specific more 1564 01:03:53,829 --> 01:03:50,299 often than the others that obviously 1565 01:03:56,980 --> 01:03:53,839 there's a meaning there like observation 1566 01:03:59,500 --> 01:03:56,990 a lot of people start off with that now 1567 01:04:02,200 --> 01:03:59,510 first sequence and then they seem to 1568 01:04:05,710 --> 01:04:02,210 progress so singing along the lines of 1569 01:04:17,610 --> 01:04:05,720 spanning the cactus miss as orange rusev 1570 01:04:17,620 --> 01:04:22,630 anyone else 1571 01:04:32,500 --> 01:04:29,260 ah Bisharp 1572 01:04:35,980 --> 01:04:32,510 I didn't else I got a chance it was I 1573 01:04:37,150 --> 01:04:35,990 swear to God I do not get shy or what 1574 01:04:39,340 --> 01:04:37,160 they call that when you meet you 1575 01:04:42,130 --> 01:04:39,350 celebrity or whatever but because I've 1576 01:04:44,080 --> 01:04:42,140 been listening to him so long one two 1577 01:04:47,650 --> 01:04:44,090 three years but almost on a daily basis 1578 01:04:49,540 --> 01:04:47,660 and I went to California and asked to do 1579 01:04:51,130 --> 01:04:49,550 an interview with him and and got to do 1580 01:04:54,220 --> 01:04:51,140 an interview when he first showed up I 1581 01:04:56,110 --> 01:04:54,230 was like oh my god is Beshara I was like 1582 01:04:59,010 --> 01:04:56,120 no it's Daryl Jolla is Daryl but sure 1583 01:05:02,410 --> 01:04:59,020 it's the one he channels you know he 1584 01:05:05,560 --> 01:05:02,420 bashar is a being the describes itself 1585 01:05:08,230 --> 01:05:05,570 to be one of the hybrid races that are 1586 01:05:09,730 --> 01:05:08,240 result from this hybridization program 1587 01:05:12,340 --> 01:05:09,740 that some of you might have heard about 1588 01:05:15,430 --> 01:05:12,350 you know the grace abducting us doing 1589 01:05:17,830 --> 01:05:15,440 all these other things they are one of 1590 01:05:21,160 --> 01:05:17,840 the five races that have come about from 1591 01:05:24,850 --> 01:05:21,170 this program and so they've had on their 1592 01:05:28,270 --> 01:05:24,860 dimensional timelines had their 1593 01:05:31,030 --> 01:05:28,280 experiences as societies and come to 1594 01:05:32,860 --> 01:05:31,040 their terms of being all together in one 1595 01:05:34,570 --> 01:05:32,870 and now they've come back to kind of 1596 01:05:37,860 --> 01:05:34,580 help us out in this difficult progress 1597 01:05:40,450 --> 01:05:37,870 or process now where they come into play 1598 01:05:42,610 --> 01:05:40,460 from talking about you know higher 1599 01:05:45,640 --> 01:05:42,620 perspective they're basically nothing 1600 01:05:47,950 --> 01:05:45,650 else but ourselves that have other 1601 01:05:50,440 --> 01:05:47,960 experiences on other timelines on other 1602 01:05:52,300 --> 01:05:50,450 things which happen all the time 1603 01:05:56,140 --> 01:05:52,310 throughout all of existence that are 1604 01:05:58,900 --> 01:05:56,150 simply by agreement here to help us get 1605 01:06:01,000 --> 01:05:58,910 to this understanding to basically if 1606 01:06:03,610 --> 01:06:01,010 you will they helped me you know and 1607 01:06:04,900 --> 01:06:03,620 they can help anyone else that simply is 1608 01:06:07,000 --> 01:06:04,910 willing to listen what they have to say 1609 01:06:09,280 --> 01:06:07,010 they will discuss everything in anything 1610 01:06:11,590 --> 01:06:09,290 it which is were so confusing they will 1611 01:06:13,510 --> 01:06:11,600 come in and he would this you know 1612 01:06:15,460 --> 01:06:13,520 channel and give a message for about 10 1613 01:06:17,260 --> 01:06:15,470 minutes and then he'll take questions 1614 01:06:18,910 --> 01:06:17,270 and answers and the people would ask 1615 01:06:20,980 --> 01:06:18,920 everything you know did she was like oh 1616 01:06:23,230 --> 01:06:20,990 my mother you know she was always mean 1617 01:06:24,430 --> 01:06:23,240 to me and never really liked her but I 1618 01:06:26,230 --> 01:06:24,440 really would like to be close to my 1619 01:06:28,150 --> 01:06:26,240 mother you know what do I do you know 1620 01:06:29,410 --> 01:06:28,160 and they would give advice in that it 1621 01:06:31,840 --> 01:06:29,420 made no sense you know because I'm 1622 01:06:34,090 --> 01:06:31,850 thinking alien ships landing a first 1623 01:06:35,530 --> 01:06:34,100 contact you know what's that got to do 1624 01:06:38,470 --> 01:06:35,540 with your mother now you know 1625 01:06:41,530 --> 01:06:38,480 and all these other things and what they 1626 01:06:45,430 --> 01:06:41,540 are doing is basically they're they're 1627 01:06:48,280 --> 01:06:45,440 offering their their experiences their 1628 01:06:50,430 --> 01:06:48,290 knowledge that they've gained to help us 1629 01:06:53,230 --> 01:06:50,440 become the best version that we can be 1630 01:06:55,420 --> 01:06:53,240 because by us being the best people that 1631 01:06:59,370 --> 01:06:55,430 we can be that's how you bring about 1632 01:07:02,620 --> 01:06:59,380 change in our society so for example 1633 01:07:06,490 --> 01:07:02,630 let's say we teach our kids you know to 1634 01:07:08,530 --> 01:07:06,500 to be the best they can be to to want to 1635 01:07:11,470 --> 01:07:08,540 be together to want to be help each 1636 01:07:12,670 --> 01:07:11,480 other out and so on so now talking about 1637 01:07:14,710 --> 01:07:12,680 you know government being a 1638 01:07:18,010 --> 01:07:14,720 representation or a creation by 1639 01:07:20,440 --> 01:07:18,020 ourselves right that kid now will maybe 1640 01:07:22,420 --> 01:07:20,450 want to be in government you know that 1641 01:07:24,310 --> 01:07:22,430 could be the next senator that is now 1642 01:07:26,980 --> 01:07:24,320 has a totally different mindset than any 1643 01:07:29,200 --> 01:07:26,990 other senator has before you know and so 1644 01:07:30,970 --> 01:07:29,210 from that moment on there will be more 1645 01:07:33,430 --> 01:07:30,980 other people and all these other aspects 1646 01:07:36,850 --> 01:07:33,440 that are this engrained we're not 1647 01:07:39,400 --> 01:07:36,860 changing type organizations to where now 1648 01:07:41,200 --> 01:07:39,410 they'll allow them to approve and change 1649 01:07:42,310 --> 01:07:41,210 into something that's more pleasant for 1650 01:07:44,230 --> 01:07:42,320 everyone else on the planet 1651 01:07:46,660 --> 01:07:44,240 you know and so that is their aspect 1652 01:07:48,910 --> 01:07:46,670 because from from what I gathered it's 1653 01:07:50,740 --> 01:07:48,920 not his exact words but just for over 1654 01:07:52,480 --> 01:07:50,750 the years of listening is they don't 1655 01:07:54,100 --> 01:07:52,490 want to come down they come down we're 1656 01:07:56,530 --> 01:07:54,110 going to look at them as you solve my 1657 01:07:58,360 --> 01:07:56,540 problem you have all this technology you 1658 01:08:00,340 --> 01:07:58,370 gave me the technology you know I'm 1659 01:08:02,170 --> 01:08:00,350 stupid you know everything come help me 1660 01:08:04,810 --> 01:08:02,180 you know that's not what they said it's 1661 01:08:06,460 --> 01:08:04,820 my perception based on that everything 1662 01:08:08,230 --> 01:08:06,470 that presented is very loving very 1663 01:08:10,060 --> 01:08:08,240 logical actually you know and they've 1664 01:08:12,190 --> 01:08:10,070 given always examples to everything they 1665 01:08:14,200 --> 01:08:12,200 talk about for the person to finally get 1666 01:08:16,420 --> 01:08:14,210 it and have their own aha moment because 1667 01:08:18,550 --> 01:08:16,430 you have to change first remember 1668 01:08:21,039 --> 01:08:18,560 everything outside is a reflection to 1669 01:08:23,710 --> 01:08:21,049 you so you change only then can the 1670 01:08:25,990 --> 01:08:23,720 outside reflect the desire or the the 1671 01:08:28,510 --> 01:08:26,000 the new change you want to see 1672 01:08:30,280 --> 01:08:28,520 so that's who they are there's many 1673 01:08:32,620 --> 01:08:30,290 other channels that do different things 1674 01:08:34,390 --> 01:08:32,630 but his particular style his particular 1675 01:08:40,610 --> 01:08:34,400 way of channeling is what appealed to me 1676 01:08:52,309 --> 01:08:46,249 it's a BAS har bas I think you can go to 1677 01:08:55,160 --> 01:08:52,319 Bashar org and he would have he has all 1678 01:08:57,769 --> 01:08:55,170 the the channelings from I think he 1679 01:09:00,519 --> 01:08:57,779 started back in 84 which is coincidental 1680 01:09:02,689 --> 01:09:00,529 that he started when I was born you know 1681 01:09:04,900 --> 01:09:02,699 just you know to channel he's been 1682 01:09:07,400 --> 01:09:04,910 around for quite a while you know and I 1683 01:09:10,939 --> 01:09:07,410 for song as he's been around I've only 1684 01:09:14,300 --> 01:09:10,949 discovered him around I think it was say 1685 01:09:16,459 --> 01:09:14,310 around 2006 or so 2007 you know and 1686 01:09:18,169 --> 01:09:16,469 there's new people discovering it all 1687 01:09:19,999 --> 01:09:18,179 the time because they're just ready to 1688 01:09:23,410 --> 01:09:20,009 hear what they would you know what he 1689 01:09:29,200 --> 01:09:26,320 I will say this awesome for people who 1690 01:09:33,550 --> 01:09:29,210 are resistant to generally I used to 1691 01:09:36,040 --> 01:09:33,560 hang out in the book shows that the 1692 01:09:38,020 --> 01:09:36,050 Carnegie Institute Missouri and other 1693 01:09:41,530 --> 01:09:38,030 people around having fun like still just 1694 01:09:45,340 --> 01:09:41,540 reading like crazy and young to a group 1695 01:09:48,550 --> 01:09:45,350 I was about nineteen forty four I think 1696 01:09:52,270 --> 01:09:48,560 some of his followers were around him 1697 01:09:54,520 --> 01:09:52,280 and you said he's never been it's never 1698 01:09:57,670 --> 01:09:54,530 been published but I found it and 1699 01:10:02,050 --> 01:09:57,680 billions get furious when I important 1700 01:10:04,540 --> 01:10:02,060 you said everything I ever learned about 1701 01:10:07,840 --> 01:10:04,550 the collective unconscious he learned 1702 01:10:11,320 --> 01:10:07,850 from government that it's not the 1703 01:10:15,760 --> 01:10:11,330 government that's biblical filament was 1704 01:10:18,880 --> 01:10:15,770 in his unconscious and taught him it was 1705 01:10:22,810 --> 01:10:18,890 channeling and the unions just get 1706 01:10:26,370 --> 01:10:22,820 furious from everything well because 1707 01:10:29,160 --> 01:10:26,380 it's very they're very elite you know 1708 01:10:31,680 --> 01:10:29,170 channeling it's something else but you 1709 01:10:36,240 --> 01:10:31,690 said everything I ever learned their 1710 01:10:40,110 --> 01:10:36,250 collective unconscious I learned he 1711 01:10:41,729 --> 01:10:40,120 didn't ever exist we know something 1712 01:10:44,610 --> 01:10:41,739 interesting too when you go down this 1713 01:10:47,640 --> 01:10:44,620 path and it's been happening to me for 1714 01:10:50,430 --> 01:10:47,650 quite a while though when you are 1715 01:10:53,520 --> 01:10:50,440 willing to do that things come to you 1716 01:10:55,290 --> 01:10:53,530 that you know sometimes it's not your 1717 01:10:57,000 --> 01:10:55,300 average thought and it can happen while 1718 01:10:59,399 --> 01:10:57,010 you're driving a car while you're 1719 01:11:02,610 --> 01:10:59,409 washing dishes while you're working and 1720 01:11:04,590 --> 01:11:02,620 you don't mundane tasks that of the 1721 01:11:06,500 --> 01:11:04,600 sudden you just have this feeling it 1722 01:11:08,729 --> 01:11:06,510 would just overcome you and you just 1723 01:11:11,000 --> 01:11:08,739 understand this concept about whatever 1724 01:11:13,500 --> 01:11:11,010 it is whether you had this issue with 1725 01:11:15,330 --> 01:11:13,510 some conflict with the co-worker or a 1726 01:11:17,660 --> 01:11:15,340 family member or whatever and then it 1727 01:11:20,189 --> 01:11:17,670 will just hit you and you will get this 1728 01:11:22,379 --> 01:11:20,199 answer but it will come to you in a 1729 01:11:24,510 --> 01:11:22,389 feeling to where you understand like oh 1730 01:11:26,760 --> 01:11:24,520 well let me approach this difficult 1731 01:11:28,530 --> 01:11:26,770 challenge this way and soon enough it 1732 01:11:30,300 --> 01:11:28,540 will help you come in and you know get 1733 01:11:32,160 --> 01:11:30,310 the answer in the different ways you 1734 01:11:35,280 --> 01:11:32,170 know and that is a form of channeling 1735 01:11:36,419 --> 01:11:35,290 you know and it doesn't have to be you 1736 01:11:38,669 --> 01:11:36,429 sitting there closing your eyes and 1737 01:11:40,470 --> 01:11:38,679 going look I'm going to tell you all 1738 01:11:43,229 --> 01:11:40,480 about the universe you know it doesn't 1739 01:11:45,629 --> 01:11:43,239 have to sound different you know and and 1740 01:11:48,090 --> 01:11:45,639 you know so that someone else can see oh 1741 01:11:50,310 --> 01:11:48,100 wow this is the you personality and this 1742 01:11:52,080 --> 01:11:50,320 is the entity you're channeling you know 1743 01:11:53,760 --> 01:11:52,090 everyone does it we all have that 1744 01:11:55,080 --> 01:11:53,770 connection we cannot not have that 1745 01:11:56,490 --> 01:11:55,090 connection it's impossible 1746 01:12:00,180 --> 01:11:56,500 people say oh I'm just cut off from a 1747 01:12:02,760 --> 01:12:00,190 higher cellphone like how you know it's 1748 01:12:05,189 --> 01:12:02,770 like you everything is one everything 1749 01:12:07,350 --> 01:12:05,199 you experience air you breathe the table 1750 01:12:09,090 --> 01:12:07,360 you touch everything is you you know how 1751 01:12:11,129 --> 01:12:09,100 can you be cut off from that you can 1752 01:12:13,530 --> 01:12:11,139 create the experience certainly you can 1753 01:12:21,149 --> 01:12:13,540 create that experience but in to 1754 01:12:28,959 --> 01:12:25,029 police connections certain people 1755 01:12:36,080 --> 01:12:28,969 experienced they chose spirits of 1756 01:12:43,650 --> 01:12:38,910 well what I what I personally discovered 1757 01:12:45,720 --> 01:12:43,660 is that when you have they talked about 1758 01:12:47,520 --> 01:12:45,730 general you'll when you're into the 1759 01:12:49,590 --> 01:12:47,530 metaphysical thing you learn about these 1760 01:12:51,480 --> 01:12:49,600 frequencies and I didn't understand what 1761 01:12:54,780 --> 01:12:51,490 that initially meant a lot of people 1762 01:12:57,060 --> 01:12:54,790 think when you say frequency they think 1763 01:12:59,580 --> 01:12:57,070 scientific you know and so when you try 1764 01:13:01,380 --> 01:12:59,590 to describe frequencies from a 1765 01:13:04,140 --> 01:13:01,390 metaphysical point of view it makes no 1766 01:13:06,090 --> 01:13:04,150 freaking sense you know but in a way if 1767 01:13:08,940 --> 01:13:06,100 you really stop and think well it does 1768 01:13:13,830 --> 01:13:08,950 this table has a difference different 1769 01:13:15,510 --> 01:13:13,840 frequent an this cup does you know this 1770 01:13:17,220 --> 01:13:15,520 cup different from his cell phone you 1771 01:13:19,110 --> 01:13:17,230 know everything does even I've taught 1772 01:13:21,480 --> 01:13:19,120 you me taught learned this when I was in 1773 01:13:23,820 --> 01:13:21,490 high school they were talking about how 1774 01:13:26,340 --> 01:13:23,830 certain things can increase their 1775 01:13:28,680 --> 01:13:26,350 vibration with maybe a heat like water 1776 01:13:32,130 --> 01:13:28,690 you apply heat to water raise this 1777 01:13:35,640 --> 01:13:32,140 vibration turns into gas you know or 1778 01:13:38,790 --> 01:13:35,650 whatever you know is fog so that aspect 1779 01:13:41,310 --> 01:13:38,800 of the freak ventral change is the state 1780 01:13:45,290 --> 01:13:41,320 of being the person that you are the the 1781 01:13:47,940 --> 01:13:45,300 whoever you want to be whoever you know 1782 01:13:49,680 --> 01:13:47,950 the person you described itself as Joe 1783 01:13:52,230 --> 01:13:49,690 you know the person you described 1784 01:13:53,810 --> 01:13:52,240 yourself as Nancy it's a particular 1785 01:13:57,660 --> 01:13:53,820 frequent 1786 01:13:59,760 --> 01:13:57,670 by bration you know when you start 1787 01:14:01,710 --> 01:13:59,770 learning about these different aspects 1788 01:14:03,930 --> 01:14:01,720 it's almost like this universal law that 1789 01:14:07,530 --> 01:14:03,940 it changes your vibration and you start 1790 01:14:10,590 --> 01:14:07,540 becoming aware of more and that more 1791 01:14:13,890 --> 01:14:10,600 actually does translate into what we 1792 01:14:15,600 --> 01:14:13,900 perceive as ghosts as you know perceive 1793 01:14:18,360 --> 01:14:15,610 as these orbs just came out of nowhere 1794 01:14:20,880 --> 01:14:18,370 and then disappeared again and it just 1795 01:14:22,290 --> 01:14:20,890 simply means you you just went one step 1796 01:14:25,140 --> 01:14:22,300 higher doesn't mean better 1797 01:14:27,120 --> 01:14:25,150 it's just differences in vibration that 1798 01:14:28,950 --> 01:14:27,130 all of the sudden made you aware of all 1799 01:14:31,440 --> 01:14:28,960 these things that were already there you 1800 01:14:33,240 --> 01:14:31,450 know you just weren't you know you know 1801 01:14:35,370 --> 01:14:33,250 aware of it be like for example is it's 1802 01:14:38,550 --> 01:14:35,380 very simplified dumbed down an example 1803 01:14:40,290 --> 01:14:38,560 but similar to what you know let's say 1804 01:14:43,530 --> 01:14:40,300 you want a car and you know I Drive a 1805 01:14:45,210 --> 01:14:43,540 Toyota Camry right and when I first you 1806 01:14:47,250 --> 01:14:45,220 know before I got the Toyota Camry I've 1807 01:14:49,260 --> 01:14:47,260 I hardly sell anyone 1808 01:14:50,790 --> 01:14:49,270 you'll have won the second I got it 1809 01:14:53,340 --> 01:14:50,800 every freaking person on the road had 1810 01:14:55,560 --> 01:14:53,350 one you know because now my mindset was 1811 01:14:58,710 --> 01:14:55,570 changed whether I'm looking for it now 1812 01:15:01,260 --> 01:14:58,720 or whether there's actually physical 1813 01:15:03,450 --> 01:15:01,270 changes that didn't matter the point was 1814 01:15:05,670 --> 01:15:03,460 that I became aware of it you know and 1815 01:15:09,750 --> 01:15:05,680 same thing with ghosts a lot of people 1816 01:15:11,700 --> 01:15:09,760 that you know what a for example go and 1817 01:15:13,920 --> 01:15:11,710 capture ghosts and whatnot I can only 1818 01:15:16,350 --> 01:15:13,930 recommend try meditating I know it 1819 01:15:19,590 --> 01:15:16,360 sounds so stupid and so roo-roo but just 1820 01:15:22,050 --> 01:15:19,600 try to close your eyes and then come to 1821 01:15:23,640 --> 01:15:22,060 this peaceful state you don't have to 1822 01:15:25,140 --> 01:15:23,650 off the Sun have the whole universe come 1823 01:15:27,270 --> 01:15:25,150 to you and explain to everything but 1824 01:15:29,130 --> 01:15:27,280 just come to this peaceful state and 1825 01:15:31,650 --> 01:15:29,140 just allow yourself to be open minded 1826 01:15:33,810 --> 01:15:31,660 before you now go out and try to record 1827 01:15:36,450 --> 01:15:33,820 something whatever because if you do not 1828 01:15:38,550 --> 01:15:36,460 believe it if you are you know saying 1829 01:15:40,650 --> 01:15:38,560 you know I don't know I'm not feeling it 1830 01:15:42,510 --> 01:15:40,660 then you're not in that state even you 1831 01:15:44,850 --> 01:15:42,520 remember everything is a reflection so 1832 01:15:46,470 --> 01:15:44,860 even your recording devices will not 1833 01:15:48,840 --> 01:15:46,480 record what you're not willing to see 1834 01:15:51,000 --> 01:15:48,850 you know so but the second you allow 1835 01:15:52,860 --> 01:15:51,010 yourself to see it you off the sudden 1836 01:15:54,840 --> 01:15:52,870 are now changing your whole vibrational 1837 01:15:57,060 --> 01:15:54,850 field so now even if I pick up this 1838 01:15:59,400 --> 01:15:57,070 phone I can possibly record something on 1839 01:16:02,220 --> 01:15:59,410 it because if you were standing next to 1840 01:16:03,840 --> 01:16:02,230 each other and someone might see for 1841 01:16:05,640 --> 01:16:03,850 example something hazy and go oh there 1842 01:16:07,950 --> 01:16:05,650 was weird another person would actually 1843 01:16:10,080 --> 01:16:07,960 see a full shape just because of that 1844 01:16:12,210 --> 01:16:10,090 freak when chill differentiation now the 1845 01:16:14,420 --> 01:16:12,220 difficult part is is that because people 1846 01:16:16,740 --> 01:16:14,430 want so badly to you to measure this 1847 01:16:19,260 --> 01:16:16,750 scientifically and use only science to 1848 01:16:21,570 --> 01:16:19,270 explain it it's like you can't I really 1849 01:16:23,250 --> 01:16:21,580 wish I could just you know get a 1850 01:16:25,050 --> 01:16:23,260 scientist to meditate or get a 1851 01:16:28,350 --> 01:16:25,060 scientists to take LSD or get it 1852 01:16:30,840 --> 01:16:28,360 scientist to to do breathing or do yoga 1853 01:16:32,400 --> 01:16:30,850 or something just so then he or she can 1854 01:16:34,800 --> 01:16:32,410 put themselves in a state and then they 1855 01:16:36,810 --> 01:16:34,810 can use their natural abilities that 1856 01:16:38,460 --> 01:16:36,820 they have and then are prone to be more 1857 01:16:40,200 --> 01:16:38,470 scientific to then approaches 1858 01:16:41,750 --> 01:16:40,210 scientifically because if I try to 1859 01:16:44,010 --> 01:16:41,760 explain to them something it's like 1860 01:16:46,020 --> 01:16:44,020 trying to describe a person that's been 1861 01:16:47,820 --> 01:16:46,030 blind on their life what color is you 1862 01:16:49,530 --> 01:16:47,830 know it's it's very difficult you know 1863 01:16:52,860 --> 01:16:49,540 so I would just really hope that there 1864 01:16:55,470 --> 01:16:52,870 would be eventually people that are more 1865 01:16:57,630 --> 01:16:55,480 prone to science and really want that 1866 01:16:59,640 --> 01:16:57,640 nitty-gritty in numbers and formulas and 1867 01:17:00,120 --> 01:16:59,650 so on to start going that route because 1868 01:17:01,800 --> 01:17:00,130 then they 1869 01:17:18,750 --> 01:17:01,810 will help explain these different states 1870 01:17:23,669 --> 01:17:18,760 I hope that answers your question no no 1871 01:17:25,470 --> 01:17:23,679 no what I'm talking about is some look 1872 01:17:28,530 --> 01:17:25,480 at the state between a 5 year old and a 1873 01:17:32,100 --> 01:17:28,540 30 year old that's a that's what I mean 1874 01:17:34,500 --> 01:17:32,110 with a frequent role state right you you 1875 01:17:37,260 --> 01:17:34,510 are perceiving a 5 year old a 5 year 1876 01:17:38,820 --> 01:17:37,270 olds is perceiving you because of their 1877 01:17:40,290 --> 01:17:38,830 state of mind what do you want to call 1878 01:17:41,669 --> 01:17:40,300 it they're not old enough to understand 1879 01:17:43,950 --> 01:17:41,679 they're not they haven't learned certain 1880 01:17:48,360 --> 01:17:43,960 things that state of mind that they are 1881 01:17:49,800 --> 01:17:48,370 on you know it's a frequency right but 1882 01:17:51,990 --> 01:17:49,810 yet they're perceiving the same world 1883 01:17:54,209 --> 01:17:52,000 around us you are you know we have 1884 01:17:56,070 --> 01:17:54,219 disagreed upon names for color this is 1885 01:17:57,540 --> 01:17:56,080 brown that's red you know that's a whole 1886 01:17:59,160 --> 01:17:57,550 nother argument of are you really seeing 1887 01:18:01,200 --> 01:17:59,170 what I'm seeing but I'm not gonna get 1888 01:18:05,490 --> 01:18:01,210 into all that right now the point here 1889 01:18:07,350 --> 01:18:05,500 is that try to look at it that way try 1890 01:18:09,330 --> 01:18:07,360 to look at it between a state of mind of 1891 01:18:12,149 --> 01:18:09,340 a five-year-old and then the state of 1892 01:18:14,760 --> 01:18:12,159 mind over 30 old and then try to find 1893 01:18:17,010 --> 01:18:14,770 that answer for yourself to to grasp 1894 01:18:19,709 --> 01:18:17,020 like oh okay I see now so it's not so 1895 01:18:23,640 --> 01:18:19,719 much about color or this or that it's 1896 01:18:25,800 --> 01:18:23,650 just a limited point of view because one 1897 01:18:27,629 --> 01:18:25,810 example that I that I got that's an 1898 01:18:29,879 --> 01:18:27,639 answer for one of the questions that I 1899 01:18:32,010 --> 01:18:29,889 had you know I was like well if all is 1900 01:18:34,320 --> 01:18:32,020 one you know and and you know we're all 1901 01:18:35,970 --> 01:18:34,330 oneness how can you know why do I not 1902 01:18:37,500 --> 01:18:35,980 know stuff but did other people know 1903 01:18:41,550 --> 01:18:37,510 more than I do and all this other thing 1904 01:18:44,430 --> 01:18:41,560 I got to a state to where I just had 1905 01:18:46,110 --> 01:18:44,440 this state of mind and understanding 1906 01:18:48,180 --> 01:18:46,120 that I was connected to everyone and 1907 01:18:50,879 --> 01:18:48,190 everything and everything was just so 1908 01:18:52,770 --> 01:18:50,889 perfectly clear I mean I there's no 1909 01:18:54,930 --> 01:18:52,780 words to describe it I just understood 1910 01:18:57,810 --> 01:18:54,940 you know there was no explanation just 1911 01:18:59,850 --> 01:18:57,820 BAM that's it you know and then all of 1912 01:19:02,760 --> 01:18:59,860 the sudden I felt this change it was 1913 01:19:05,160 --> 01:19:02,770 like it went down so I still understood 1914 01:19:05,700 --> 01:19:05,170 a lot but then I was like Oh am I not 1915 01:19:07,620 --> 01:19:05,710 quiet 1916 01:19:09,330 --> 01:19:07,630 I knew I knew something it was right 1917 01:19:11,459 --> 01:19:09,340 there but I forgot what it was and off 1918 01:19:14,310 --> 01:19:11,469 the sudden I felt another 1919 01:19:17,340 --> 01:19:14,320 and I said oh wait a minute I know there 1920 01:19:19,650 --> 01:19:17,350 was more than this there was two levels 1921 01:19:22,500 --> 01:19:19,660 above this then I'm just and then went 1922 01:19:24,959 --> 01:19:22,510 and went down down down down down to the 1923 01:19:27,330 --> 01:19:24,969 only thing left was oh there's just 1924 01:19:29,490 --> 01:19:27,340 ednan that lived one born in Bosnia 1925 01:19:31,439 --> 01:19:29,500 lived in Germany and then now came to 1926 01:19:33,930 --> 01:19:31,449 United States and only it was limited to 1927 01:19:37,650 --> 01:19:33,940 my memories you know and that's when I 1928 01:19:39,330 --> 01:19:37,660 understood that we are we are limiting 1929 01:19:41,939 --> 01:19:39,340 ourselves literally every single one of 1930 01:19:43,830 --> 01:19:41,949 us we would we choose not to remember 1931 01:19:45,959 --> 01:19:43,840 certain aspects of ourselves so we can 1932 01:19:48,540 --> 01:19:45,969 have a limited experience because when 1933 01:19:49,920 --> 01:19:48,550 you open that it's all right there but 1934 01:19:51,780 --> 01:19:49,930 then you're not really having the 1935 01:19:54,540 --> 01:19:51,790 experience of being hurt being loved 1936 01:19:57,120 --> 01:19:54,550 being only side of things so we compress 1937 01:19:59,070 --> 01:19:57,130 it all down to one simple vibrational 1938 01:20:02,130 --> 01:19:59,080 form that's ginger that's I'm sorry I 1939 01:20:04,290 --> 01:20:02,140 don't know your neighbor faith that's 1940 01:20:08,640 --> 01:20:04,300 faith you know and and everyone else 1941 01:20:18,180 --> 01:20:08,650 said that you know that you are I hope 1942 01:20:21,540 --> 01:20:18,190 that make sense in that symbolic because 1943 01:20:24,540 --> 01:20:21,550 I'm getting very tired no it's actually 1944 01:20:29,640 --> 01:20:24,550 perfect example you know my device is 1945 01:20:31,470 --> 01:20:29,650 telling me it what I'm putting out no no 1946 01:20:48,760 --> 01:20:31,480 it's okay I I have a little bit more 1947 01:20:52,760 --> 01:20:51,050 well no no see that's not don't 1948 01:20:55,070 --> 01:20:52,770 misunderstand me that's not a judgmental 1949 01:21:01,840 --> 01:20:55,080 state it's just two separate different 1950 01:21:08,570 --> 01:21:05,629 and higher doesn't mean better higher 1951 01:21:11,000 --> 01:21:08,580 does not mean because there were some 1952 01:21:13,580 --> 01:21:11,010 states that I was at I did not know what 1953 01:21:15,800 --> 01:21:13,590 to do we only know what to do with this 1954 01:21:19,310 --> 01:21:15,810 frequency because we've been here long 1955 01:21:22,790 --> 01:21:19,320 enough to where we can start using our 1956 01:21:24,979 --> 01:21:22,800 imagination to mold things into shape we 1957 01:21:26,780 --> 01:21:24,989 don't see it as energy but you know to 1958 01:21:28,010 --> 01:21:26,790 make tables I'm sorry I'm over using 1959 01:21:30,470 --> 01:21:28,020 this because it's the only thing in 1960 01:21:33,020 --> 01:21:30,480 front of me to make computers to make 1961 01:21:34,550 --> 01:21:33,030 colors paintings all these other thinks 1962 01:21:36,290 --> 01:21:34,560 you mix blue and yellow and gives you a 1963 01:21:38,510 --> 01:21:36,300 different color you know all these other 1964 01:21:41,000 --> 01:21:38,520 aspects we know because we've been in it 1965 01:21:43,070 --> 01:21:41,010 we've had this experience in it we know 1966 01:21:45,530 --> 01:21:43,080 it well we've we're like the Masters of 1967 01:21:47,360 --> 01:21:45,540 it right and we know what to do while 1968 01:21:49,129 --> 01:21:47,370 we're here but just going on to this 1969 01:21:50,930 --> 01:21:49,139 highest level because everyone goes like 1970 01:21:52,220 --> 01:21:50,940 oh there's twelve dimensions I want to 1971 01:21:55,370 --> 01:21:52,230 be on the twelfth one like it's a 1972 01:21:58,580 --> 01:21:55,380 competition you know you don't know I 1973 01:22:01,129 --> 01:21:58,590 because the it was such a disarray so 1974 01:22:02,930 --> 01:22:01,139 many things were so everything in 1975 01:22:04,580 --> 01:22:02,940 anything was so chaotic that I didn't 1976 01:22:06,620 --> 01:22:04,590 know what to do I was just happy to be 1977 01:22:08,479 --> 01:22:06,630 back on this level again I'm like okay 1978 01:22:10,070 --> 01:22:08,489 I'm good I can deal with this I can call 1979 01:22:12,080 --> 01:22:10,080 up Joe and say hey what's up I can deal 1980 01:22:13,879 --> 01:22:12,090 with that doing what I was doing with 1981 01:22:16,040 --> 01:22:13,889 the sound levels it did not benefit me 1982 01:22:18,290 --> 01:22:16,050 it gave me an example I was on the 1983 01:22:23,149 --> 01:22:18,300 higher level now what you know it's the 1984 01:22:26,180 --> 01:22:23,159 point is that the point is that for us 1985 01:22:27,860 --> 01:22:26,190 to all of us rise together so that now 1986 01:22:29,390 --> 01:22:27,870 we can have a different experience on 1987 01:22:30,979 --> 01:22:29,400 our a different level then we're going 1988 01:22:33,020 --> 01:22:30,989 to chew it up like we did with this one 1989 01:22:34,340 --> 01:22:33,030 we'll learn more about you know more 1990 01:22:36,379 --> 01:22:34,350 about it we'll learn more about 1991 01:22:38,419 --> 01:22:36,389 ourselves we'll learn more about what's 1992 01:22:40,220 --> 01:22:38,429 possible you know in this dimension and 1993 01:22:41,870 --> 01:22:40,230 then what's our limitation how do we 1994 01:22:49,040 --> 01:22:41,880 overcome it you know it's part of that 1995 01:23:06,300 --> 01:22:53,880 so much change input that you can take 1996 01:23:10,310 --> 01:23:06,310 to write so we right right well the 1997 01:23:13,920 --> 01:23:10,320 thing is the possibility is always there 1998 01:23:16,530 --> 01:23:13,930 it's just that remember everything is 1999 01:23:18,570 --> 01:23:16,540 here and now listen I'm sorry I just one 2000 01:23:22,380 --> 01:23:18,580 aspect I didn't get into everything is 2001 01:23:25,020 --> 01:23:22,390 here now so this plan that we consider 2002 01:23:27,750 --> 01:23:25,030 to be done a long time ago before we 2003 01:23:30,630 --> 01:23:27,760 were born was just made everything 2004 01:23:33,660 --> 01:23:30,640 exists right now and perfect example to 2005 01:23:35,640 --> 01:23:33,670 use is like the TV you have every single 2006 01:23:37,950 --> 01:23:35,650 channel that can possibly go through is 2007 01:23:39,720 --> 01:23:37,960 going through right now you choose which 2008 01:23:41,910 --> 01:23:39,730 channel your shift to so you can have 2009 01:23:43,620 --> 01:23:41,920 Fox News MSNBC at the same time 2010 01:23:46,020 --> 01:23:43,630 happening right now but you only focus 2011 01:23:48,570 --> 01:23:46,030 on one same thing with you with yours 2012 01:23:50,760 --> 01:23:48,580 it's one thing to look at the world from 2013 01:23:51,900 --> 01:23:50,770 on top and say oh wow that's fun I'm 2014 01:23:54,810 --> 01:23:51,910 gonna go down there and play this game 2015 01:23:56,550 --> 01:23:54,820 but then you are in it you are 2016 01:23:58,229 --> 01:23:56,560 experiencing the way the game is 2017 01:24:00,090 --> 01:23:58,239 supposed to be played and you don't 2018 01:24:01,740 --> 01:24:00,100 remember [\h__\h] you know and then all of 2019 01:24:03,630 --> 01:24:01,750 the sudden you know like start to have 2020 01:24:04,979 --> 01:24:03,640 these things called fear and and you 2021 01:24:06,690 --> 01:24:04,989 don't know what you're doing you don't 2022 01:24:08,130 --> 01:24:06,700 know who you are you know and then 2023 01:24:09,420 --> 01:24:08,140 there's this guy trying to hurt you and 2024 01:24:11,040 --> 01:24:09,430 then this guy loves you what's this 2025 01:24:12,479 --> 01:24:11,050 about you know and there's all these 2026 01:24:14,400 --> 01:24:12,489 experiences now that are totally 2027 01:24:16,229 --> 01:24:14,410 different that you are experiencing in 2028 01:24:17,970 --> 01:24:16,239 this level as opposed to seeing it from 2029 01:24:19,650 --> 01:24:17,980 the higher from the higher you made this 2030 01:24:22,110 --> 01:24:19,660 plan when you come down here like all 2031 01:24:26,220 --> 01:24:22,120 mine what did I get myself into you know 2032 01:24:28,020 --> 01:24:26,230 and so you will then see for sure what 2033 01:24:30,300 --> 01:24:28,030 you really made out of how much you can 2034 01:24:32,250 --> 01:24:30,310 really chew on and and work through to 2035 01:24:34,050 --> 01:24:32,260 get to and sometimes it takes three 2036 01:24:36,180 --> 01:24:34,060 lifetimes sometimes it takes thousand 2037 01:24:40,680 --> 01:24:36,190 you know but the point is it's not a 2038 01:24:42,930 --> 01:24:40,690 it's not a punishment it truly it's not 2039 01:24:44,580 --> 01:24:42,940 a punishment it's like what else is 2040 01:24:46,950 --> 01:24:44,590 there to do you are everything in 2041 01:24:49,530 --> 01:24:46,960 anything so why not have this experience 2042 01:24:51,840 --> 01:24:49,540 you know to be born from this limited 2043 01:24:53,220 --> 01:24:51,850 point of view we look at this like oh my 2044 01:24:55,229 --> 01:24:53,230 god I don't want to go through all this 2045 01:24:57,300 --> 01:24:55,239 stuff at the lessons you know puberty 2046 01:24:58,260 --> 01:24:57,310 high school all these other people why 2047 01:25:00,450 --> 01:24:58,270 would I want to do that 2048 01:25:02,310 --> 01:25:00,460 again you know when you get out when I 2049 01:25:04,830 --> 01:25:02,320 got out of that state you know off the 2050 01:25:07,320 --> 01:25:04,840 sphere whatever that that feeling of 2051 01:25:10,230 --> 01:25:07,330 oneness that feeling of love was so 2052 01:25:13,470 --> 01:25:10,240 intense and it made perfect sense that 2053 01:25:15,990 --> 01:25:13,480 one split of a second of that feeling of 2054 01:25:18,990 --> 01:25:16,000 love and support wouldn't would have 2055 01:25:22,320 --> 01:25:19,000 given me the energy to to to live out a 2056 01:25:25,020 --> 01:25:22,330 thousand lifetimes as a slave that's how 2057 01:25:27,060 --> 01:25:25,030 powerful it is you know that that energy 2058 01:25:29,490 --> 01:25:27,070 that that other part of you that you are 2059 01:25:31,140 --> 01:25:29,500 you know so try not to look at this as 2060 01:25:33,510 --> 01:25:31,150 some kind of punishment you know look at 2061 01:25:35,640 --> 01:25:33,520 this as a lesson what can you learn what 2062 01:25:36,810 --> 01:25:35,650 kind of a person will this make you you 2063 01:25:38,910 --> 01:25:36,820 know if you're friends with this person 2064 01:25:41,700 --> 01:25:38,920 as opposed to with that person how will 2065 01:25:43,200 --> 01:25:41,710 you turn out to be you know and so 2066 01:25:44,670 --> 01:25:43,210 there's all these different aspects that 2067 01:25:46,620 --> 01:25:44,680 are totally up to you to give it a 2068 01:25:49,110 --> 01:25:46,630 meaning you know sometimes you were 2069 01:25:51,240 --> 01:25:49,120 friends with somebody as children and 2070 01:25:54,060 --> 01:25:51,250 then you never see him again or you see 2071 01:25:55,860 --> 01:25:54,070 him you know two three days before you 2072 01:25:57,300 --> 01:25:55,870 know your death not knowing you know you 2073 01:25:59,100 --> 01:25:57,310 meet them and you have an experience 2074 01:26:01,680 --> 01:25:59,110 haven't you know have whatever and then 2075 01:26:04,650 --> 01:26:01,690 you check out you know it's like it did 2076 01:26:06,810 --> 01:26:04,660 you can you can literally be on your 2077 01:26:09,420 --> 01:26:06,820 deathbed a second before you take your 2078 01:26:11,460 --> 01:26:09,430 last breath to move on if you can 2079 01:26:12,990 --> 01:26:11,470 understand something in that last second 2080 01:26:14,580 --> 01:26:13,000 the whole lifetime was worth it 2081 01:26:17,580 --> 01:26:14,590 that's that's the best way I can 2082 01:26:19,500 --> 01:26:17,590 describe it you know and but at the end 2083 01:26:21,990 --> 01:26:19,510 of the day it comes down to your 2084 01:26:24,060 --> 01:26:22,000 experiences you can read whatever book 2085 01:26:25,710 --> 01:26:24,070 you want you can take whatever thing you 2086 01:26:28,170 --> 01:26:25,720 want you can breathe and meditate 2087 01:26:31,050 --> 01:26:28,180 however much you want if you do not 2088 01:26:32,760 --> 01:26:31,060 allow yourself to have an experience you 2089 01:26:37,410 --> 01:26:32,770 will not have a full understanding 2090 01:26:39,510 --> 01:26:37,420 it's like overused example of love I can 2091 01:26:42,000 --> 01:26:39,520 write a book above love to you I can 2092 01:26:43,950 --> 01:26:42,010 tell you how love is made I can tell you 2093 01:26:45,750 --> 01:26:43,960 that love comes in different ways love 2094 01:26:47,640 --> 01:26:45,760 with your mother is different and it was 2095 01:26:48,990 --> 01:26:47,650 a good friend you know I can tell you 2096 01:26:52,710 --> 01:26:49,000 about all these things I could give you 2097 01:26:54,390 --> 01:26:52,720 a graphical representation I can explain 2098 01:26:56,370 --> 01:26:54,400 to you give you a graphical 2099 01:26:58,260 --> 01:26:56,380 representation of what love is but 2100 01:27:01,110 --> 01:26:58,270 unless you've had that experience 2101 01:27:03,930 --> 01:27:01,120 none of that would truly like dig deep 2102 01:27:05,670 --> 01:27:03,940 in your knee go oh now I understand you 2103 01:27:07,860 --> 01:27:05,680 know then when you understand that you 2104 01:27:09,870 --> 01:27:07,870 can make your own representation of that 2105 01:27:11,299 --> 01:27:09,880 same thing but until you had that 2106 01:27:13,849 --> 01:27:11,309 experience you 2107 01:27:16,309 --> 01:27:13,859 not get it so same thing with these the 2108 01:27:17,899 --> 01:27:16,319 other experiences I can tell you you can 2109 01:27:19,429 --> 01:27:17,909 listen to me you can read a book again 2110 01:27:21,049 --> 01:27:19,439 you know you can listen to channellings 2111 01:27:23,449 --> 01:27:21,059 you can listen to your friends but 2112 01:27:25,849 --> 01:27:23,459 unless you're willing to truly allow 2113 01:27:27,649 --> 01:27:25,859 yourself to say I'm going to have an 2114 01:27:30,049 --> 01:27:27,659 experience I'm open to everything 2115 01:27:32,089 --> 01:27:30,059 anything I can possibly be a brute 2116 01:27:35,299 --> 01:27:32,099 seriously I was even said to myself if 2117 01:27:36,979 --> 01:27:35,309 it caught if it ends in my death then so 2118 01:27:39,259 --> 01:27:36,989 be it if it means that I will find 2119 01:27:40,909 --> 01:27:39,269 something you know and so on my own 2120 01:27:43,279 --> 01:27:40,919 without harming anyone else that's what 2121 01:27:44,779 --> 01:27:43,289 I set out to do and for myself for my 2122 01:27:46,639 --> 01:27:44,789 own life these are the answers I found 2123 01:27:48,319 --> 01:27:46,649 now you're willing to sit there and 2124 01:27:50,119 --> 01:27:48,329 listen to me you know you guys know I 2125 01:27:52,069 --> 01:27:50,129 can be silly and totally goofy and not 2126 01:27:53,959 --> 01:27:52,079 ever ever bring anything of this you 2127 01:27:55,969 --> 01:27:53,969 know up to you you know you're only all 2128 01:27:57,709 --> 01:27:55,979 you know is the you know they can fart 2129 01:28:00,109 --> 01:27:57,719 jokes I do all the time you know 2130 01:28:01,729 --> 01:28:00,119 but only if you a close friend of mine 2131 01:28:03,669 --> 01:28:01,739 you hang out around me long enough then 2132 01:28:06,199 --> 01:28:03,679 you're gonna see that there's this other 2133 01:28:08,209 --> 01:28:06,209 you know part about me that I experience 2134 01:28:08,540 --> 01:28:08,219 and I'll share it but if you don't want 2135 01:28:10,729 --> 01:28:08,550 to listen 2136 01:28:12,290 --> 01:28:10,739 I don't usually I'm not gonna share with 2137 01:28:13,879 --> 01:28:12,300 you I'll just talk about whatever else 2138 01:28:16,459 --> 01:28:13,889 you want you know cuz it's not that 2139 01:28:18,049 --> 01:28:16,469 important it was my lessons my way about 2140 01:28:20,209 --> 01:28:18,059 doing it but then all these 2141 01:28:21,829 --> 01:28:20,219 circumstances like Kansas City they 2142 01:28:23,389 --> 01:28:21,839 wanted somebody talking and they really 2143 01:28:25,699 --> 01:28:23,399 wanted me I said fine I'll do it you 2144 01:28:27,229 --> 01:28:25,709 know I was talking to you and his first 2145 01:28:29,179 --> 01:28:27,239 resistant but she kept insisting but 2146 01:28:32,689 --> 01:28:29,189 fine you know because these are my 2147 01:28:34,699 --> 01:28:32,699 message is saying try try to talk go 2148 01:28:38,239 --> 01:28:34,709 talk you know what I mean because at the 2149 01:28:40,089 --> 01:28:38,249 same time at least let this be you know 2150 01:28:42,649 --> 01:28:40,099 an example of I have family members 2151 01:28:44,479 --> 01:28:42,659 you're not the only ones you know I have 2152 01:28:46,009 --> 01:28:44,489 people that look at me I'm crazy you 2153 01:28:47,089 --> 01:28:46,019 know I have friends that absolutely 2154 01:28:48,589 --> 01:28:47,099 don't want to have anything to do with 2155 01:28:49,219 --> 01:28:48,599 me anymore because they think it's a 2156 01:28:51,529 --> 01:28:49,229 crazy thing 2157 01:28:53,959 --> 01:28:51,539 you know but I've overcome it I've 2158 01:28:57,679 --> 01:28:53,969 gained that many more friends and and 2159 01:29:01,069 --> 01:28:57,689 other members did I consider family that 2160 01:29:04,189 --> 01:29:01,079 are in support you know so you know 2161 01:29:06,169 --> 01:29:04,199 don't allow this fear of oh my god 2162 01:29:08,029 --> 01:29:06,179 what's everyone gonna think you know get 2163 01:29:09,829 --> 01:29:08,039 get in your way because when I first 2164 01:29:12,199 --> 01:29:09,839 came out about you know me running your 2165 01:29:14,089 --> 01:29:12,209 for hub and being into your foes I just 2166 01:29:15,679 --> 01:29:14,099 kept you know I was straight open to it 2167 01:29:17,239 --> 01:29:15,689 you know I was at work and now were you 2168 01:29:18,020 --> 01:29:17,249 going on my gear for conference and like 2169 01:29:19,399 --> 01:29:18,030 oh okay 2170 01:29:21,139 --> 01:29:19,409 and that's it I'll just continue my work 2171 01:29:22,909 --> 01:29:21,149 and before I know what people start 2172 01:29:24,320 --> 01:29:22,919 coming back to me so oh I saw the slides 2173 01:29:26,120 --> 01:29:24,330 I did this at that 2174 01:29:28,780 --> 01:29:26,130 you know and then off the sudden I just 2175 01:29:32,270 --> 01:29:28,790 became known you know it became known 2176 01:29:34,460 --> 01:29:32,280 became this UFO guy at work you know 2177 01:29:36,290 --> 01:29:34,470 didn't bother me one bit because what I 2178 01:29:38,660 --> 01:29:36,300 have experienced just because you don't 2179 01:29:41,480 --> 01:29:38,670 understand it doesn't neglect or make my 2180 01:29:43,610 --> 01:29:41,490 experience less valid you know it's it's 2181 01:29:45,140 --> 01:29:43,620 almost kind of like saying you bear you 2182 01:29:46,730 --> 01:29:45,150 were at this meeting and you went 2183 01:29:48,350 --> 01:29:46,740 outside this building and not one single 2184 01:29:50,030 --> 01:29:48,360 person on this planet believes you did 2185 01:29:50,720 --> 01:29:50,040 this plate you know at this meeting ever 2186 01:29:52,520 --> 01:29:50,730 took place 2187 01:29:54,530 --> 01:29:52,530 are you going to deny this meeting now 2188 01:29:56,330 --> 01:29:54,540 you know and just oh no you're right 2189 01:29:58,460 --> 01:29:56,340 yeah you're right I'm crazy there was no 2190 01:29:59,960 --> 01:29:58,470 meeting yeah that's so crazy while you 2191 01:30:02,270 --> 01:29:59,970 remember what you said while you 2192 01:30:03,410 --> 01:30:02,280 remember the person you know next you're 2193 01:30:05,870 --> 01:30:03,420 not wearing deodorant 2194 01:30:07,250 --> 01:30:05,880 well you remember all these things that 2195 01:30:10,070 --> 01:30:07,260 are just very ingrained in your 2196 01:30:11,660 --> 01:30:10,080 experience you know so what do you do do 2197 01:30:13,730 --> 01:30:11,670 you say you're right you know I'm going 2198 01:30:15,260 --> 01:30:13,740 to deny it if you say no I'm not crazy I 2199 01:30:18,800 --> 01:30:15,270 know what experience I know what I know 2200 01:30:22,060 --> 01:30:18,810 and I'm gonna stand by it and so dad can 2201 01:30:24,980 --> 01:30:22,070 be applied to everything ghosts UFOs 2202 01:30:44,090 --> 01:30:24,990 cryptids you know whatever weird thing 2203 01:30:46,280 --> 01:30:44,100 you experience well I've before look the 2204 01:30:48,860 --> 01:30:46,290 thing is there are several different 2205 01:30:51,380 --> 01:30:48,870 timelines going on at the same time I'm 2206 01:30:53,960 --> 01:30:51,390 sorry not several like billion different 2207 01:30:56,030 --> 01:30:53,970 timelines going on at the same time to 2208 01:30:58,280 --> 01:30:56,040 have this experience as a society we all 2209 01:31:00,980 --> 01:30:58,290 choose to generally go down the same 2210 01:31:02,450 --> 01:31:00,990 route so that you're gonna show up 2211 01:31:04,670 --> 01:31:02,460 tomorrow when you say you're gonna show 2212 01:31:05,960 --> 01:31:04,680 up and you're gonna come show up two 2213 01:31:08,150 --> 01:31:05,970 weeks from now like you said you were 2214 01:31:09,800 --> 01:31:08,160 going to yeah you gotta meet me at lunch 2215 01:31:12,080 --> 01:31:09,810 what you know three days from now at 2216 01:31:14,360 --> 01:31:12,090 this time you know we agreed to have 2217 01:31:16,970 --> 01:31:14,370 these certain frequency levels to have 2218 01:31:18,850 --> 01:31:16,980 you know similar timelines to have an 2219 01:31:21,620 --> 01:31:18,860 experience with each other you know 2220 01:31:24,170 --> 01:31:21,630 while that is possible it is also 2221 01:31:26,480 --> 01:31:24,180 possible without you having to affect or 2222 01:31:28,130 --> 01:31:26,490 the overall timeline to for you to just 2223 01:31:30,680 --> 01:31:28,140 have this little glitch in a matrix if 2224 01:31:32,390 --> 01:31:30,690 you will to off the sudden you drive by 2225 01:31:33,920 --> 01:31:32,400 something and go wasn't there building 2226 01:31:35,480 --> 01:31:33,930 all the time in where's this building go 2227 01:31:36,439 --> 01:31:35,490 and people say there was never a 2228 01:31:38,180 --> 01:31:36,449 building there 2229 01:31:39,740 --> 01:31:38,190 you know like people would experience 2230 01:31:41,300 --> 01:31:39,750 and then somebody tells you and and 2231 01:31:43,880 --> 01:31:41,310 going back some Mingo calling you crazy 2232 01:31:45,919 --> 01:31:43,890 again you know so that is you know 2233 01:31:48,590 --> 01:31:45,929 possible but eventually you're gonna 2234 01:31:50,780 --> 01:31:48,600 come to a point to where it happens over 2235 01:31:53,570 --> 01:31:50,790 and over again with many many many many 2236 01:31:55,760 --> 01:31:53,580 people and with YouTube now people can 2237 01:31:58,340 --> 01:31:55,770 share it and say well hold on a minute I 2238 01:32:00,800 --> 01:31:58,350 know this is crazy but you know so 2239 01:32:04,310 --> 01:32:00,810 that's what that's if that my answer 2240 01:32:06,800 --> 01:32:04,320 makes sense that's that's what I what 2241 01:32:24,560 --> 01:32:06,810 I've experienced goes on but you have to 2242 01:32:26,120 --> 01:32:24,570 hear and then they and then they'd see 2243 01:32:30,310 --> 01:32:26,130 him on television they did know I 2244 01:32:32,860 --> 01:32:30,320 thought he died well as it turned out 2245 01:32:36,229 --> 01:32:32,870 said there more people thought he died 2246 01:32:40,240 --> 01:32:36,239 and then misery he didn't die but it was 2247 01:32:43,580 --> 01:32:40,250 a consensus reality moving about on 2248 01:32:46,340 --> 01:32:43,590 different things wondering and it made 2249 01:32:47,879 --> 01:32:46,350 me wonder again you using vibrational 2250 01:32:50,770 --> 01:32:47,889 frequency as an 2251 01:32:58,080 --> 01:32:50,780 for uncollected we will interview chose 2252 01:33:02,469 --> 01:33:00,910 obviously most of the talk really when 2253 01:33:05,080 --> 01:33:02,479 you when you try to connect the dots 2254 01:33:08,770 --> 01:33:05,090 using the ego with 911 would make no 2255 01:33:11,500 --> 01:33:08,780 sense whatsoever you know but speaking 2256 01:33:15,270 --> 01:33:11,510 of freak when chief frequency or 2257 01:33:20,620 --> 01:33:18,100 these different entities that we 2258 01:33:22,750 --> 01:33:20,630 consider aliens you know are really not 2259 01:33:24,279 --> 01:33:22,760 aliens at all there's a lot of things 2260 01:33:26,799 --> 01:33:24,289 that we're going to discover about them 2261 01:33:30,069 --> 01:33:26,809 that is going to be surprised to us but 2262 01:33:32,859 --> 01:33:30,079 one of the very kind things that I think 2263 01:33:37,930 --> 01:33:32,869 or you know that they're doing is that 2264 01:33:41,850 --> 01:33:37,940 their level of of frequency is so great 2265 01:33:46,209 --> 01:33:41,860 that they have their own dimension of 2266 01:33:48,930 --> 01:33:46,219 operation but bridging that dimension 2267 01:33:52,239 --> 01:33:48,940 that frequency with this one you know is 2268 01:33:54,129 --> 01:33:52,249 almost impossible without us trying to 2269 01:33:57,459 --> 01:33:54,139 come up and meet them kind of halfway 2270 01:33:59,649 --> 01:33:57,469 what I mean by that adores can and use 2271 01:34:01,089 --> 01:33:59,659 the perfect example you have this you 2272 01:34:03,390 --> 01:34:01,099 know airplane and you have a propellers 2273 01:34:05,500 --> 01:34:03,400 its turns really really fast you know 2274 01:34:07,750 --> 01:34:05,510 technically you can think of it you know 2275 01:34:09,969 --> 01:34:07,760 that's a different frequency in which it 2276 01:34:12,160 --> 01:34:09,979 travels and moves aside from you you're 2277 01:34:15,310 --> 01:34:12,170 slower than it is moving you put your 2278 01:34:18,250 --> 01:34:15,320 hand in it it will cut you but when it 2279 01:34:20,770 --> 01:34:18,260 reaches a level to where it moves so 2280 01:34:24,850 --> 01:34:20,780 fast that it's often said not in your 2281 01:34:28,750 --> 01:34:24,860 reality anymore you know the issue that 2282 01:34:30,339 --> 01:34:28,760 that I found with with trying to 2283 01:34:32,379 --> 01:34:30,349 understand these different being some of 2284 01:34:35,319 --> 01:34:32,389 these different levels is that it's 2285 01:34:38,049 --> 01:34:35,329 almost like this universal law you have 2286 01:34:40,270 --> 01:34:38,059 to go come up to their frequency level 2287 01:34:42,489 --> 01:34:40,280 but when you do that you have to then 2288 01:34:44,259 --> 01:34:42,499 operate on their level where there's no 2289 01:34:46,779 --> 01:34:44,269 secrets where there's no embarrassment 2290 01:34:49,629 --> 01:34:46,789 there's no hidden nothing everything's 2291 01:34:52,180 --> 01:34:49,639 just open and and understood from what 2292 01:34:54,129 --> 01:34:52,190 it is so it all the sudden for you to 2293 01:34:56,410 --> 01:34:54,139 crank open that brain of yours to all 2294 01:34:59,740 --> 01:34:56,420 the sudden face every fear you've ever 2295 01:35:03,820 --> 01:34:59,750 had every insecurity you've ever had is 2296 01:35:06,190 --> 01:35:03,830 it truly is a detrimental shock to the 2297 01:35:07,570 --> 01:35:06,200 system because when I first came to the 2298 01:35:10,120 --> 01:35:07,580 understanding that we're all one 2299 01:35:12,160 --> 01:35:10,130 everyone is part of me and you know 2300 01:35:13,870 --> 01:35:12,170 there's nothing outside of me everything 2301 01:35:17,320 --> 01:35:13,880 that's happening it's happening within I 2302 01:35:19,300 --> 01:35:17,330 literally went and fell over but as I 2303 01:35:21,340 --> 01:35:19,310 fell over thankfully my bed was dead to 2304 01:35:24,280 --> 01:35:21,350 where I was just easily you know kind of 2305 01:35:27,070 --> 01:35:24,290 what you might call it kind of a caught 2306 01:35:29,410 --> 01:35:27,080 you know because I understood now what 2307 01:35:31,450 --> 01:35:29,420 they're talking about the the we cannot 2308 01:35:33,340 --> 01:35:31,460 handle certain understandings and 2309 01:35:34,690 --> 01:35:33,350 certain frequency it's not a secret 2310 01:35:36,610 --> 01:35:34,700 everything you want to know it's right 2311 01:35:38,470 --> 01:35:36,620 there if you're simply willing to go and 2312 01:35:40,330 --> 01:35:38,480 learn it you know but going through 2313 01:35:43,030 --> 01:35:40,340 these frequencies to them to for them to 2314 01:35:45,580 --> 01:35:43,040 just land and say hello it wouldn't have 2315 01:35:47,260 --> 01:35:45,590 helped because you'll just pass out you 2316 01:35:48,940 --> 01:35:47,270 know because that's the effect that it 2317 01:35:51,010 --> 01:35:48,950 has in some people and that's the effect 2318 01:35:52,720 --> 01:35:51,020 it had on me several times because when 2319 01:35:54,550 --> 01:35:52,730 I wanted to have my you know I've said 2320 01:35:55,780 --> 01:35:54,560 okay great I met you and under dream 2321 01:35:58,090 --> 01:35:55,790 level it's because that's the easiest 2322 01:35:59,770 --> 01:35:58,100 part to do so meet them on dream levels 2323 01:36:01,600 --> 01:35:59,780 discuss what you gotta discuss there's 2324 01:36:02,920 --> 01:36:01,610 still some things are hidden from me my 2325 01:36:05,200 --> 01:36:02,930 Higher Self will come through have 2326 01:36:07,830 --> 01:36:05,210 interactions and then the Adnan ego is 2327 01:36:11,410 --> 01:36:07,840 allowed to interact and talk you know 2328 01:36:13,720 --> 01:36:11,420 when they came over to when I lived in 2329 01:36:16,780 --> 01:36:13,730 Roberts Ville I came actually from 2330 01:36:18,760 --> 01:36:16,790 kosice meeting and I was leaked I know I 2331 01:36:21,040 --> 01:36:18,770 left I got to my house and we had that 2332 01:36:24,490 --> 01:36:21,050 really bad storm in 2011 in a snowstorm 2333 01:36:26,590 --> 01:36:24,500 and it was around February you know and 2334 01:36:28,390 --> 01:36:26,600 so I had to leave my car about an acre 2335 01:36:30,040 --> 01:36:28,400 away from my house on top of the hill 2336 01:36:32,830 --> 01:36:30,050 cuz once I got down I couldn't come back 2337 01:36:34,540 --> 01:36:32,840 up so I got out and immediately I heard 2338 01:36:36,700 --> 01:36:34,550 this buzzing you know it was really 2339 01:36:38,380 --> 01:36:36,710 weird I looked over I saw a red light on 2340 01:36:40,690 --> 01:36:38,390 my helicopter what else could it be you 2341 01:36:42,940 --> 01:36:40,700 know and so I got my boots on because I 2342 01:36:44,950 --> 01:36:42,950 could use my boots and my city shoes 2343 01:36:46,840 --> 01:36:44,960 always exchanged them in the car I've 2344 01:36:48,730 --> 01:36:46,850 got my boots on I started walking down 2345 01:36:50,680 --> 01:36:48,740 towards my house and this red light 2346 01:36:52,450 --> 01:36:50,690 still keeps on coming and it's going 2347 01:36:55,480 --> 01:36:52,460 like well you know like a helicopter 2348 01:36:58,810 --> 01:36:55,490 chops wood from a distance so as I'm 2349 01:37:01,060 --> 01:36:58,820 walking I stop to to an opening quickies 2350 01:37:03,010 --> 01:37:01,070 see my house clearly and see this 2351 01:37:05,230 --> 01:37:03,020 whatever it's coming at me from far away 2352 01:37:07,090 --> 01:37:05,240 and I'm like this really low it's gonna 2353 01:37:08,920 --> 01:37:07,100 be cool looking at it for a second no 2354 01:37:10,060 --> 01:37:08,930 side what if it's like helicopter so 2355 01:37:11,440 --> 01:37:10,070 government doing something I'm not 2356 01:37:12,700 --> 01:37:11,450 supposed to you know I'm 2357 01:37:14,470 --> 01:37:12,710 looking at it you know it that was my 2358 01:37:16,120 --> 01:37:14,480 state of mind at that time you're 2359 01:37:17,770 --> 01:37:16,130 looking am I supposed to like maybe I 2360 01:37:19,420 --> 01:37:17,780 should hide but then you know Patriot 2361 01:37:21,160 --> 01:37:19,430 Damian was like this is my land you know 2362 01:37:23,290 --> 01:37:21,170 I'm supposed to be here so I'm gonna 2363 01:37:24,880 --> 01:37:23,300 stand here and look up you know and then 2364 01:37:27,190 --> 01:37:24,890 immediately I was like [\h__\h] I gotta go 2365 01:37:29,500 --> 01:37:27,200 pee in her so I went to that tree 2366 01:37:31,890 --> 01:37:29,510 I Peter said come came back now the 2367 01:37:35,200 --> 01:37:31,900 sound started sounding more like whoa 2368 01:37:37,750 --> 01:37:35,210 you know now it wasn't these sharp sharp 2369 01:37:40,360 --> 01:37:37,760 chops anymore it was like this almost 2370 01:37:42,760 --> 01:37:40,370 like a binaural beat you know and as it 2371 01:37:44,710 --> 01:37:42,770 was coming closer and closer that you 2372 01:37:47,260 --> 01:37:44,720 know I everything and anything I could 2373 01:37:49,060 --> 01:37:47,270 think of my mind wants to make this into 2374 01:37:50,470 --> 01:37:49,070 helicopter I'm like okay it says 2375 01:37:53,050 --> 01:37:50,480 helicopter but then at the same time 2376 01:37:55,510 --> 01:37:53,060 that I'm thinking this where's the chops 2377 01:37:58,150 --> 01:37:55,520 worse the body where's the rest you know 2378 01:37:59,950 --> 01:37:58,160 and so as I'm thinking that right above 2379 01:38:03,130 --> 01:37:59,960 my house and this was still about half 2380 01:38:05,560 --> 01:38:03,140 an acre way above my house another light 2381 01:38:08,800 --> 01:38:05,570 a red light just appeared out and over 2382 01:38:11,170 --> 01:38:08,810 about 50 feet apart and I froze you know 2383 01:38:13,090 --> 01:38:11,180 I froze and my literal thoughts was like 2384 01:38:15,610 --> 01:38:13,100 this is not a [\h__\h] helicopter you 2385 01:38:17,620 --> 01:38:15,620 know and I was standing there and and I 2386 01:38:19,870 --> 01:38:17,630 realized like oh I asked for this I 2387 01:38:21,910 --> 01:38:19,880 remember when this happened but I was so 2388 01:38:23,770 --> 01:38:21,920 afraid I was still so afraid I couldn't 2389 01:38:26,110 --> 01:38:23,780 help it you know that the change of 2390 01:38:28,090 --> 01:38:26,120 vibration almost like locked me up so I 2391 01:38:30,040 --> 01:38:28,100 finally just said calm down just calm 2392 01:38:32,080 --> 01:38:30,050 down write it out write it out so I 2393 01:38:33,700 --> 01:38:32,090 finally calmed down and I gained control 2394 01:38:35,680 --> 01:38:33,710 of my body again because it was that 2395 01:38:37,570 --> 01:38:35,690 fear holding on like you know I'm 2396 01:38:39,310 --> 01:38:37,580 finally facing something that that I 2397 01:38:41,860 --> 01:38:39,320 really wanted but didn't realize what I 2398 01:38:44,740 --> 01:38:41,870 was asking asking for you know and so as 2399 01:38:46,720 --> 01:38:44,750 this experience started subside I was 2400 01:38:48,550 --> 01:38:46,730 like oh I can run you know that was my 2401 01:38:52,270 --> 01:38:48,560 initial thought I said no just write it 2402 01:38:54,250 --> 01:38:52,280 out so as I'm standing there and it 2403 01:38:56,470 --> 01:38:54,260 these two lights are now flying together 2404 01:38:58,240 --> 01:38:56,480 towards me and I just closed my eyes 2405 01:39:00,310 --> 01:38:58,250 there was so much fear I couldn't help 2406 01:39:02,860 --> 01:39:00,320 it I you know as much as I wanted this I 2407 01:39:04,530 --> 01:39:02,870 was fearful not because of something 2408 01:39:07,990 --> 01:39:04,540 that there was really to be afraid of 2409 01:39:09,940 --> 01:39:08,000 that change in frequency started to off 2410 01:39:11,920 --> 01:39:09,950 the sudden change everything about me 2411 01:39:14,050 --> 01:39:11,930 I started it's almost like a feeling of 2412 01:39:16,480 --> 01:39:14,060 you tripping again you know it's almost 2413 01:39:17,950 --> 01:39:16,490 like this feeling of you rising up and 2414 01:39:20,200 --> 01:39:17,960 you're becoming more aware of who you 2415 01:39:22,330 --> 01:39:20,210 are why you here what's going on and as 2416 01:39:23,330 --> 01:39:22,340 that was happening I just closed my eyes 2417 01:39:25,160 --> 01:39:23,340 and 2418 01:39:27,140 --> 01:39:25,170 I said you know I'm afraid but I'm gonna 2419 01:39:30,320 --> 01:39:27,150 do her the best I can to just you know 2420 01:39:32,600 --> 01:39:30,330 stand here and as I close my eyes the 2421 01:39:34,310 --> 01:39:32,610 light was so strong coming from it it 2422 01:39:36,200 --> 01:39:34,320 almost felt like daylight but I mind you 2423 01:39:38,570 --> 01:39:36,210 this is like 10 11 o'clock at night and 2424 01:39:41,810 --> 01:39:38,580 it was a full moon but this was like the 2425 01:39:43,520 --> 01:39:41,820 Sun out you know and so I said no this 2426 01:39:45,320 --> 01:39:43,530 is what I wanted I opened my eyes and 2427 01:39:47,209 --> 01:39:45,330 these two objects just went like this 2428 01:39:49,010 --> 01:39:47,219 and went like that together which is 2429 01:39:50,959 --> 01:39:49,020 freaky to see the begin with just going 2430 01:39:53,149 --> 01:39:50,969 like this and all of the sudden go you 2431 01:39:54,950 --> 01:39:53,159 know to the side and that's there we're 2432 01:39:56,839 --> 01:39:54,960 slowly going away my fear subsided 2433 01:39:58,790 --> 01:39:56,849 everything was fine 2434 01:40:01,910 --> 01:39:58,800 my reality is back to what I consider 2435 01:40:04,879 --> 01:40:01,920 normal you know and it went away said do 2436 01:40:06,979 --> 01:40:04,889 so I was so mad I was really so mad and 2437 01:40:09,109 --> 01:40:06,989 all of this then I went home and as I 2438 01:40:11,030 --> 01:40:09,119 was laying there I just overcame this 2439 01:40:13,010 --> 01:40:11,040 feeling overcame me and said she would 2440 01:40:17,870 --> 01:40:13,020 try it and see what happened you know 2441 01:40:19,550 --> 01:40:17,880 you know and so right so yeah and that 2442 01:40:21,410 --> 01:40:19,560 you know like your experience with with 2443 01:40:21,709 --> 01:40:21,420 grace right is that what you talked 2444 01:40:25,220 --> 01:40:21,719 about 2445 01:40:28,689 --> 01:40:25,230 Oh telling you a story okay and so 2446 01:40:31,189 --> 01:40:28,699 anyway and Here I am the one 2447 01:40:32,750 --> 01:40:31,199 no I didn't it's one of those things 2448 01:40:35,839 --> 01:40:32,760 that you know should have been you 2449 01:40:36,470 --> 01:40:35,849 follow just one over one you know but 2450 01:40:38,990 --> 01:40:36,480 yeah I am 2451 01:40:40,550 --> 01:40:39,000 oh just to correct this because maybe I 2452 01:40:43,160 --> 01:40:40,560 might eventually post this video maybe 2453 01:40:45,620 --> 01:40:43,170 not I don't consider myself ethologist 2454 01:40:48,040 --> 01:40:45,630 because there's for example the group of 2455 01:40:51,020 --> 01:40:48,050 like MUFON on what they do and what not 2456 01:40:53,479 --> 01:40:51,030 they do what they do in their own way I 2457 01:40:56,089 --> 01:40:53,489 don't want to call myself ufologists and 2458 01:40:57,740 --> 01:40:56,099 then say that I go about this scientific 2459 01:40:59,660 --> 01:40:57,750 way and taking samples so what not 2460 01:41:01,459 --> 01:40:59,670 nothing bad with that I just don't want 2461 01:41:04,280 --> 01:41:01,469 to give them a bad rep if you will if 2462 01:41:06,709 --> 01:41:04,290 there's enough people that don't believe 2463 01:41:08,959 --> 01:41:06,719 what I say I don't want to say that you 2464 01:41:10,640 --> 01:41:08,969 know I'm considering myself ufologists 2465 01:41:13,339 --> 01:41:10,650 because there's a lot of apologies that 2466 01:41:15,530 --> 01:41:13,349 go about this a different way and their 2467 01:41:17,300 --> 01:41:15,540 ways justice right is mine I just want 2468 01:41:18,830 --> 01:41:17,310 to want to say that I am part of it 2469 01:41:24,320 --> 01:41:18,840 because I don't want to give them a bad 2470 01:41:30,689 --> 01:41:27,479 well because the implication is that you 2471 01:41:32,910 --> 01:41:30,699 find is very apologist invested pardon 2472 01:41:35,669 --> 01:41:32,920 me if I'm not honest it's like no y'all 2473 01:41:37,320 --> 01:41:35,679 just simply studies all right well I 2474 01:41:42,840 --> 01:41:37,330 mean I'm just trying to be aware of all 2475 01:41:45,660 --> 01:41:42,850 the definitions and and and terms that 2476 01:41:47,580 --> 01:41:45,670 we put on everything it's like you know 2477 01:41:49,620 --> 01:41:47,590 like Joe I like history code you know he 2478 01:41:52,200 --> 01:41:49,630 comes to he says always I'm a paranormal 2479 01:41:54,629 --> 01:41:52,210 adjust you know and then it's a perfect 2480 01:41:56,520 --> 01:41:54,639 you know self-described term you know 2481 01:41:58,830 --> 01:41:56,530 and what it is that he does I don't know 2482 01:42:01,770 --> 01:41:58,840 what - is just like I just want to know 2483 01:42:05,250 --> 01:42:01,780 truth my version of the truth our truth 2484 01:42:06,780 --> 01:42:05,260 sounds legit right so I hope it's not 2485 01:42:08,340 --> 01:42:06,790 too late thank you 2486 01:42:11,310 --> 01:42:08,350 I don't know if you guys want to ask any